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I choreograph dance routines to audio books

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i honestly need to stop comparing myself to others?

like... legit just now i was having a pretty good day -- i somehow got all my work in that was due today on time and i made all of the important events/classes i had to go to today. but i just saw a FB post in my dance group where some guy humblebragged/shared that he just successfully did a breaking move and since my dance group is really supportive of each other, a lot of people liked it.

i just... i don’t know. i mean, sure, there’s the tiny selfish part of me who’s like “who gives a fuck man” (i mean i’m happy for him don’t get me wrong) but i think most of the feeling is that other people are improving faster than me and i have legit nothing to show for it.

i want to break. i want to be good one day. but that’ll take a lot of work. and i’m scared.

all of the people who are seriously considering breaking as a style to pursue are guys and while i’m not the kind of girl to drop something just because there’s no other girls... it’s just intimidating. i feel like everyone is in shape and can do shit and i’m just here flailing on the ground attempting to look like i’m breaking. i know i’m on my own dance journey and i’ll improve at the rate i practice/my own rate but... it’s scary. it’s hard and while i want to overcome the challenge it’s scary right now. i feel guilty for not practicing as much as i should. i want to improve!! i need to push myself!! but i’m too scared to right now.

i’m thinking of maybe taking a step back from breaking during practice and focusing on other styles but i really want to break with the other people and be part of the breaking group. but i’m intimidated by everyone? nor am i super in shape to feel good?

ugh. it’s only been about a month since i started and i’ve probably improved a lot but... ugh.

#also a general thing... i don't really like when people bring attention to themselves like that #it's something i want to do but i feel would be arrogant if i did it so... i'm low-key jealous of people who are comfortable doing that? idk #dance 2016

me: (does a “sexy” move on my breaking mentor who i low-key think is cute but would not date)

me then: hehehe

me now: oH LORD

#my life #dance 2016 #nothing changed bw us but it's embarrassing to think about

me: (searching up my breaking “mentor”’s fb page to look @ it again bc i love him like an older bro and want him to like me so i creepily stalk fb pages like a weirdo)

me: (sees that he has supposedly sent me a friend request) ??????

me: (sees notification that literally just popped up the instant i searched him up)

me: (literally holds back tears of joy)

#i'm so happy #i cry #i want the upperclassmen to like me..... *sobbing emoji*#dance 2016