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"Better alone than badly accompanied..." Luke M
Places that belong to you Mornings, evenings Days that hurried past Dreams that should have lasted Moments, hours Slipping by as we Told each other secrets Somehow I'll never let go Of the memories Something always seems To remind me Of how it was Of what it was What it was All that was Laughter, love songs Footsteps that I hear Make me think you're near me Poems, pictures Letters never mailed Boats that never sailed Remember that even though we can't be together We're more for having loved one another We shared the sky We learned to fly Someday when someone else's arms are around us When time has put some distance between us The years will kindly show How memories come and go They ebb and flow like the tides There are quiet places in my heart Ever since we parted Gentle, tender Traces of a song Places that belong to you
To this day, I find it so hard to keep my distance from you... I want to talk you, so badly, and to tell you so many things... If my therapist's point of doing this exercise is to get my feeling's out, it wouldn't be honest to not share this feeling. We could be so good together. I still think that. For whatever reason, you chose a different path. I thought we could conquer the world. Anything felt possible with you. I thought we were supporting each other. We were buffered for so long from the realities of an increasingly harsh world. We didn't have a need to get out of our bubble. You made me feel safe, except until you didn't. When I knocked myself out in May 2023, maybe it was the jolt I needed to recognise that things weren't working. Maybe... We did try, maybe not hard enough. I'd hoped you had tried harder. Maybe I should have tried harder. By you telling our friends I should have divorced you was telling..., maybe you should have listened. Your lack-lustre effort did not motivate me.
I wish you had shared how you were feeling, about what I wasn't giving you. Maybe our core values weren't aligned. Perhaps in each of us growing up, it highlighted that we had grown apart. From those formative years, we actually had become very different, evolved individuals. From May 2023 to January 2024, I was riddled with guilt, anger and confusion. I'd hoped that you would man up, grow up, show up and have some future foresight. I did not want to be your servant, your photographer documenting your muscle gains. I wanted to be your equal. It was not the time for that, for you. Those vows didn't amount to much for you... Maybe we just got too comfortable.
2023
My head hurts... After my fainting Hospital visit, I now don't know how to even talk about these issues with Dan. Why? What changed? How did we get here... He wanted marry me. I was happy as we were.... The Grift... - in our House, - the Massage - the Park, - the Gym, - in Hotels, - at the Beach, - on interstate work trips, - on Social Media, - the manipulative Gifts, - the over-the-top Holidays, - the Love Notes
As a human being, I want to feel safe: mentally, psychologically, physically, even financially, in my day to day life. You eroded that feeling of safety in every area of my life... I choose how I want to live in my life, and this is not it. I refuse to be exposed to HIV unknowingly. Nowhere feels safe with you...
2023
I know too much... All I ever wanted was a simple kind of life... I didn't sign up for this... I wanted the best for US. Where did we go astray... Our lives, the stories we shared over the span of our relationship, the secrets, the aspirations, fears and dreams.... it really was a needle in a haystack.... What we know about each other can never be recreated.... I'm grateful for what we had. We need this time away... #ireland was the #worst
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I am living without you. I know all about you. I used to adore you, I couldn't control you There was nothing that I wouldn't do, to keep myself around and close to you. I used to amuse you, I knew that I'd lose you Now you're here and begging for a chance, but there's no way in hell I'd take you back...