#simplekindoflife

[universalpleasurefactory]

[mbutterflywashere]

"Better alone than badly accompanied..." Luke M

Places that belong to you Mornings, evenings Days that hurried past Dreams that should have lasted Moments, hours Slipping by as we Told each other secrets Somehow I'll never let go Of the memories Something always seems To remind me Of how it was Of what it was What it was All that was Laughter, love songs Footsteps that I hear Make me think you're near me Poems, pictures Letters never mailed Boats that never sailed Remember that even though we can't be together We're more for having loved one another We shared the sky We learned to fly Someday when someone else's arms are around us When time has put some distance between us The years will kindly show How memories come and go They ebb and flow like the tides There are quiet places in my heart Ever since we parted Gentle, tender Traces of a song Places that belong to you

[mbutterflywashere]

To this day, I find it so hard to keep my distance from you... I want to talk you, so badly, and to tell you so many things... If my therapist's point of doing this exercise is to get my feeling's out, it wouldn't be honest to not share this feeling. We could be so good together. I still think that. For whatever reason, you chose a different path. I thought we could conquer the world. Anything felt possible with you. I thought we were supporting each other. We were buffered for so long from the realities of an increasingly harsh world. We didn't have a need to get out of our bubble. You made me feel safe, except until you didn't. When I knocked myself out in May 2023, maybe it was the jolt I needed to recognise that things weren't working. Maybe... We did try, maybe not hard enough. I'd hoped you had tried harder. Maybe I should have tried harder. By you telling our friends I should have divorced you was telling..., maybe you should have listened. Your lack-lustre effort did not motivate me.

I wish you had shared how you were feeling, about what I wasn't giving you. Maybe our core values weren't aligned. Perhaps in each of us growing up, it highlighted that we had grown apart. From those formative years, we actually had become very different, evolved individuals. From May 2023 to January 2024, I was riddled with guilt, anger and confusion. I'd hoped that you would man up, grow up, show up and have some future foresight. I did not want to be your servant, your photographer documenting your muscle gains. I wanted to be your equal. It was not the time for that, for you. Those vows didn't amount to much for you... Maybe we just got too comfortable.

[mbutterflywashere]

[mbutterflywashere]

Simple Kind Of Life

For a long time I was in love Not only in love, I was obsessed With a friendship that no one else could touch It didn't work out, I'm covered in shells

And all I wanted was the simple things A simple kind of life And all I needed was a simple man

I'm so ashamed, I've been so mean I don't know how it got to this point I always was the one with all the love You came along, I'm hunting you down If we met tomorrow for the very first time Would it start all over again? Would I try to make you mine?

Now all those simple things Are simply too complicated for my life How'd I get so faithful to my freedom? A selfish kind of life When all I ever wanted was the simple things A simple kind of life

[mbutterflywashere]

2007

On the 20th June 2007, Dan and I had our 1st date... It was actually meant to be a day later, on the 21st June, however for whatever reason, we both couldn't wait to see each other... A BBQ on the balcony at Maddison Street, Redfern, NSW, Australia.

[ladrondearte]

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[acyplakov]

#SimpleKindOfLife #NoDoubt #Music ❤️🎶 https://www.instagram.com/p/Cjy6vl_OXQC/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=