oh tumblr i’m feeling super depressed again. i haven’t felt this awful in actual years lol. i just can’t seem to keep a job. and i have so much to worry about if i do lose my current job. i got a car last year, i pay much more in rent, i need so much dental work done, i was contemplating getting medicated and maybe getting some gender affirming stuff done, but if i lose my job its joe-ver
and like i’m feeling so fucking lonely. i only see my friends every other weekend if im lucky. AND ive been doing MANDATORY overtime so ive been doing 52 hours a week for the past two weeks 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 my life is so miserable right now and since im 28 and a grown adult no one fucking careessss how could they? WHY would they? like we’re all adults and we’re all fucking miserable. so i have to bear this alone !!! i hate it i feel so weak and stupid