he gave me a verse ill give it to you if you want it. it helps me alot! well anyways. i rember the look of worry in there eyes i acually made them cry when i was telling them my story and it dont matter what time it is. ive my preacher at like 1am and he was there and wake to help me. some times i thing it would just me easier to take the meds but i dont really believe in medication all that much. but im doing a speech next month on suicide and cutting at my church.
wow. wowowow i think that is just amazing. like just wow. i know cutting is looked at as being something wrong and weird, i mean thats how i felt when my doctor asked about them while my parents were in the room. but yeah. i am so proud of you. so so so proud of you. the amount of strength.. and after relapsing. i just. i dont have words which can express how amazing you are. it truly is a mammoth effort on your behalf to make it this far and i just dont even know what more to say. you are strong, beautiful and deserve the absolute best of life. i am so proud of you, i hope your parents are proud of you. i hope your friends are proud of you. and i know your pastor would be proud of you. you are amazing and i admire you and your work. xx
