pairing: toxic ex bf!yuta x reader hcs
summary: yuta okkotsu, your ex boyfriend, isn't exactly willing to let you move on without him
contents: smut (18+), dark!yuta as well, the smut is also pretty dubconish
word count: ~1k words
playing: new magic wand - tyler, the creator
yuta as your ex boyfriend who just can't accept the fact that the two of you are no longer together. the two of you loved each other, you told him that you loved him, and loving him means that the two of you are together forever, so why did you leave?
ex bf!yuta, who gives you the space that you ask for (at first) because he loves you and wants you as happy as you can be with him, so he entertains what you say about distance and feeling smothered because he does listen to you and wants you back in his life,, but still trails you silently at night because you just don't understand that there are some sick people out in the world waiting for an opportunity to harm someone as sweet and lovely as you, so of course he always has to be near you (even if that means breaking into your apartment at night to watch from your bedroom, because to be fair, you had shared it no problem not even two months ago)
ex bf!yuta who quickly backtracks on that promise of "distance" at the sight of one of your male classmates getting a bit too comfortable around you, making you laugh in a way that only he should have the privilege to do so. you must miss him, the way he made you smile and laugh among other things .. otherwise, why else would you entertain someone as pathetic as this guy
ex bf! yuta who makes his way back into your life like he never left it, delivering flowers to your apartment every sunday like he used to, finding you outside of your 8am lecture with a cup of steaming coffee prepared exactly the way you've always liked it, showing up exactly at moments where you need him but will never admit it; effectively proving to you a) how he knows you like no one else will, and b) his eternal devotion to you
you want to tell off ex bf!yuta after the fifth time or so that he appears, reminding him that being broken up means that he no longer has the right to do stuff like this. and you do tell him as much, maybe without the amount of vitriol that you originally wanted because there is a part of you that is still warmed by his gestures, reminding you of the man he used to be before his love became too much to bear
ex bf!yuta who tells you that just because the two of you are no longer together doesn't mean that his love for you has disappeared, neither has his devotion for you, so he'll continue showing up at places you don't want him to be because taking care of you is his way of showing his love, and asking him not to do that is like asking him to cut off one of his own limbs
and ex bf!yuta's methods begin to work, slowly, silently as you again begin to look forward to seeing him outside of your morning lecture, or right at the perfect moment in the library when you need a pick-me-up, or even worse, with a little gift that he had to get because it "reminded him of you".
ex bf!yuta whose overwhelmingly convincing methods pick away at your apprehension, at the fear that you used to harbor that your ex boyfriend was too much, downright scary at his worst moments, because how could he have been so bad then, if he's proving how good he is now.
horribly, you begin to miss ex bf!yuta in the moments that he's not there, not waiting, not smiling at you all sweet, reminding you how well he fits in your life. in moments you're almost to ashamed to admit, you begin to miss him at night, in what used to be your shared bed, panties embarrassingly damped by the thought of what he used to do to you in that bed, how his fingers reached places that yours don't, how good he was at making you cum.
ex bf!yuta who does everything in his power not to handle you too roughly when he finally gets you back under him, so overwhelmed that after all this time he finally has you back, making sure to handle you carefully, who wants to take it slow for your first time back together, so he makes sure to prep you thoroughly, warming your skin with deep kisses as he slides his fingers into your soft cunt, reaching the places that you had been frustrated at not reaching only a week ago.
ex bf!yuta who is just so entranced by your warm and wet heat as he finally slides into you, welcoming him home like he hadn't been gone at all. who quickly loses his gentle composure, watching you writhe and gasp in pleasure under him, at his cock stretching you out, reminding you of all those nights he had you just like this.
ex bf!yuta who pants against your skin telling you how he loves you, how he missed you so so so so much, how he can't live without you, how he's the only one for you.
ex bf!yuta who slows down, deliberately edging you until you repeat those exact words back to him, reassuring him that he is the only one for you. and in your sex-hazed mind, you do, you say exactly what he wants to hear because being under him like this, what were you so afraid of in the first place? he's proven that he'll do anything for you, isn't that enough?
ex bf!yuta who only lets you cum when you agree to take him back as your boyfriend, and when you do, gives you the best orgasm of your life, one that whites out your vision and arches your back into his; as he coos sweet words into your ear, coaxing you back down to earth.
ex bf!yuta who gently wipes your tears away as he remains nestled deep inside of you, pulling you into his chest. he'll make sure you never leave him again.
a/n: back on my dark yuta agenda 🫡 so here's some long hcs for my yuta girlies
-mdni. all characters aged up, dividers by @saradika-graphics and @uzmacchiato
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