Can you please info dump about your ships? :]
I've mostly been thinking about A.nakin and Vail a lot lately since they're a comfort ship. They're just this hotshot J.edi and this badass singer who are both actually a lot more tired and traumatized than they let on. A.nakin just kind of fell instantly, whereas Vail, at first, just thought he was gonna mess with them, so they messed with him right back. But oops! They fell in love. They don't really go out and have fun NEAR as much as they want to, having to keep this a secret, and with how busy they both are, but they always really value whatever they do, even if they're both too wiped out to do anything. They're both just really touched starved so they're really physically affectionate with each other. They really like to goof off and make jokes with each other too. I really like to stress how they really just like to let loose around each other. P.alpatine will never lure him to the dark side when Vail is too busy luring him to the dork side.
I've also been thinking about candy apple cookie and dark choco cookie. It's a really weird form of self love to me. There are times where I project heavily onto dark choco, as I have a lot of things to battle myself. And the fact that someone is loving him unconditionally makes me smile. I also just like to think about him being super gentle and soft with candy apple because I feel like he'd hold them like precious glass. they're my most tender and sweet ship. They first met him briefly before the curse, and they insist that he's just as beautiful as they day they met(because he is)
Dark Choco Cookie: I've changed a lot. Am I still as strong as I once was? I'm so exhausted. I look so different now. I lost an eye, my hair is shorter, I'm not as muscular, and it seems I'll never be the same again.
Candy Apple Cookie, with a big stupid smile on their face: Hehe look at my mans he's so pretty I'm the luckiest cookie on the planet