thinking about "beginner dark kimi"… and based on this request from @yukiiaiai
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he essentially has two sides of him that are strongly contradictory. On one hand, there’s the funny, high-energy young man who vibrates inside the mercedes team, spreading his high spirits and jokes to every single member. That’s the side that helped him evolve from the guy everyone just hoped would be a good driver into the team’s darling, the one everyone adores and whose smile charms absolutely everyone. Then, on the other hand, there’s how he is with you when he gets serious, when it comes to protecting you or acting possessive. That’s when he transforms into something wilder, something primal.
it’s as if he’s addicted to you; his expression and attitude shift the instant you step into his workplace. You don’t go unnoticed; the other drivers notice you, the team notices you, and the reporters know who you are and talk about you, because you’re the girlfriend of the young rising star. It doesn’t help that you have such a charming personality, that you radiate charm even just walking down the hall. For Kimi, trying to keep himself in check when he sees all the attention you’re getting is a constant battle.
a part of him wants to hide you away, to turn back time and keep anyone else from ever meeting you. Because now, all of a sudden, he has to share you with your girlfriends, with the other wags you’ve met and who’ve welcomed you into their circle, as they steal you from his arms the moment they get the chance, completely ignoring the unease it stirs up in him. It makes him feel sick; your absence makes him paranoid, makes him want to explode.
he needs to know what you’re doing at all times, especially right before he gets in or after he gets out of the car. Otherwise, he’d blame you for a bad result and make you pay in the only way he knows how: by forcing you onto your knees in a semi-exposed spot, choking you with his cock before you can even process what’s happening.
and it’s even worse when something goes wrong during a race, like when the car breaks down or a minor thing ruins everything instantly, even if he was leading and everyone was certain he’d win. That’s when he turns wild, primitive. He climbs out of the car without ever taking off his helmet, going through the normal process in total silence, ignoring his teammate, his rivals, and everything else in his path, as he heads straight for you right after.
and you see, this is where being the favorite plays a huge role, because they don’t wanna see him upset; they don’t want a tantrum or to deal with tears and drama. So, they capitalize on his almost primal need to see you and be alone with you, putting off the conversation and giving him space, giving him free rein to do whatever he wants with you before he has to go face the interviews. There’s no escape for you.
he breaks you over and over again, taking advantage of the way your pussy never seems to quite adjust to his cock. He makes you feel like you’re tearing every time he slides inside you with that first thrust, sliding so deep you feel him everywhere, almost ready to burst out of your throat, depending on the position.
he doesn't care much about the noise you make, either. He has no shame. His mind is in the clouds the moment he sees you, and since the crew lets him get away with anything, he just keeps going, devouring every sweet sound you make while tears stream down your cheeks, your face a wash of pain and pleasure.
and the mechanics, his superiors, all pretend not to notice. They don’t see the marks on your neck from the times he chokes you, the times he’s wrapped his belt around your throat. They don’t see how often you struggle to walk properly. They don’t notice your raspy voice or your wet eyelashes, even though you look composed. They simply ignore it, because you appear calm, as if this were the most normal, peaceful thing in the world to you.
especially because it is.
because while you also get to see Kimi as the sweet, attentive guy everyone knows, you witnessed that wilder side of him the very first time you were intimate. The way his eyes raked over you, making you feel small.
you knew it, and you stayed because a part of you was aroused by swimming in that fear, feeling a tingle between your legs when you saw the way he looked at you.
that’s why you’re perfect for him, even though he hates sharing you, hates the idea of others knowing you. You’re always there to fix every mistake, every slip-up. You always learn how to please him, without complaint or resistance. As if you were his little doll.
made for him.
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