I woke up at like 3:30 AM with a weird alternate universe/future dream in my head. I was literally just on Tumblr, this hellsite minorly changed (it was like. A shade lighter and the posts seemed to be about how they finally started deleting the porn bots systematically, it was huge. Good luck on that happening.). I scrolled along like usual and found a cute nsfw artist. Without really looking at their name, I clicked and went through their blog, enjoying their art style, and their fandoms (I think they were mostly Undertale, but the Zelda, Villainous, and Overwatch fandoms showed up too). I really liked their little GIF animations, most of them nsfw, but a good chunk of them being shitposts that made me basically laugh until my lungs cried. My kinda person. I then went to follow (Someone so unfamiliar, I had to!), but then I noticed... That this Tumblr belonged to me. It was my nsfw page, Darkfiresins, complete with the edit button. It was my own goddamn art. It had consistency, gifs, shitposts that matched my nature, and I've always hated blogs that steal art so it was either actually mine or it was an alternate universe where I was a jackass. I'd like to see it be more of a future. What I wouldn't give to actually be as good as I was in that dream! I know I need to post more, practice more, or I'll never improve. I've gotten a lot better in the last year or so alone. Maybe in the next few years, I can have the confidence to finish art and post it, like I did in the dream?
