yours is a bittersweet love. your love is human, mature, tame, down to earth. you’re not one to believe in fairytales. fireworks and stomach butterflies are great, they are fun, but you want something solid, rooted. you want a companion. as almond does, your love has some natural sweetness to it. the one that comes from sharing life with someone. but you do not like sugar coating, you do not like excessive sweetness. it can get nauseous. why do you leave that bitter aftertaste on your lover’s mouth? as anyone ever complained to you? is it because you’re too disenchanted? it really took you a while to let your guard down. were you hurt on a previous relationship? or did you spend so much time alone, that now you value your independence more than everything? you also value honesty and loyalty. your love is not made for ambiguity. i think you might not be a fan of “situationships”. again, you are and want something warm, enduring, a cane you can lean on just in case you need to. your love feels like slow mornings, like a routine that anchors you to reality. it’s not loud or flashy, but it’s rich in memory and nuance.
zafiya / cinnamon.
every time your lover’s lips meet yours, the warm taste of cinnamon lingers on their mouth. your love is engulfing, comforting, it’s like being wrapped in a thick blanket on a cold morning. it’s that comfort tv show people never get tired of rewatching. it’s that cozy feeling of cuddling in october, with a steaming mug in your hand and the weight of your lover’s head on your shoulder. you’re a passionate, caring lover. you love with an open heart and you are not scared of doing it. why should love scare you? it’s the best feeling in the world. you crave being loved, you love love. you actually feel like you have too much love to give. did you wait a lot? was it hard to find the right person you could pour your heart out to? did you find that fairytale love you were fantasizing about? i hope you did, child of mine, because your heart is pure and your love is as soft as cinnamon rolls. it’s made of soft touches, like caressing their arms when you’re passing by and brushing their hair aside. or even gently scratching their back to help them fall asleep. it's made of whispers and declarations of love. don’t get me wrong, there’s still a burning flame in you. you are passionate, you are lustful. probably you do not like fighting, though. you are not confrontational, are you? it’s too good to be true, what if everything collapses? and stop questioning yourself. they truly do love you back.
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𝐍𝐄𝐆𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐄𝐒 : 𝐙𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐂 𝐄𝐃𝐈𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 . sophie & valarr
bold what definitely applies to your muse . & italicize what somewhat applies to your muse . do not reblog.
𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒. tries to do everything at once ; doesn’t know when to stop and take care of themselves ; bends over backwards for everyone even if someone did them dirty ; has entirely too much on their plate
𝐓𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐔𝐒. idealistic ; spends a lot of time trying to impress others ; doesn’t like to apologize ; eating is a coping mechanism or just addictive personalities in general ; a tad co-dependent
𝐆𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐈. the most flip floppy people ever, what’s today’s mood? ; never apologizes ; in denial 90% of the time ; their way is the highway ; desperately needs a break ; they have a hard time setting goals because their goals scare them
𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑. the literal meaning of i’ll give you the shirt off my back ; isolates themselves in fear of someone hurting them ; wants to change but is scared of change ; complains a lot but never takes advice people give them
𝐋𝐄𝐎. no one takes them seriously because they feel they always have to portray themselves as the fun one ; is actually really sad inside ; honestly needs a hug ; exhausted always
𝐕𝐈𝐑𝐆𝐎. can dish it but can’t take it ; rushes everything ; anxious ; plans their future but forgets to live in the moment ; sometimes ignores their friends because they have so much on their mind ; talks about themselves a lot and sometimes forgets to ask the other person how they are
𝐋𝐈𝐁𝐑𝐀. solves everyone’s problems but their own ; is actually really sad and lonely ; gets easily heartbroken but tries not to show it ; will do anything to justify bad decisions ; honestly just wants everyone to love them but doesn’t really love their self
𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐏𝐈𝐎. easily set off ; will give anyone the cold shoulder at any time even without reason ; keeps a lot in ; so observant that they often times find out things that hurt them ; too many “what ifs” swirling in their heads ; has trouble showing their true self
𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐔𝐒. impatient ; brash ; commitment issues ; body issues ; doesn’t realize they don’t need to change for anyone ; has a lot of different goals to a point where they get overwhelmed ; just wants to disappear and do what they want without anyone questioning them
𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐍. scared people won’t like them unless they’re at the top of their game 24/7 ; takes a lot for them to talk about their feelings ; secretly struggling ; fake happy ; needs a plan but doesn’t know what that plan is ; confident but insecure at the same time ; wants to be stable but sometimes wishes they could drop everyone’s expectations of them and live normally
𝐀𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐔𝐒. gets heartbroken like 30 times a week ; trust issues ; can be unmotivated and disinterested ; feels they have to adapt to every person they meet so they can be liked ; doesn’t know how to tap into their emotions despite being very intuitive ; confused ; expects little
𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐒. empathetic often to a point of no return ; plays the victim ; doesn’t know when to say no ; cynical ; hermit ; is very impatient ; trusts everyone too much ; can be secretly very critical and judgmental ; can only tolerate maybe ten minutes of social interaction ; needs a lot of validation
SOPHIE .
𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒. tries to do everything at once ; doesn’t know when to stop and take care of themselves ; bends over backwards for everyone even if someone did them dirty ; has entirely too much on their plate
𝐓𝐀𝐔𝐑𝐔𝐒. idealistic ; spends a lot of time trying to impress others ; doesn’t like to apologize ; eating is a coping mechanism or just addictive personalities in general ; a tad co-dependent
𝐆𝐄𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐈. the most flip floppy people ever, what’s today’s mood? ; never apologizes ; in denial 90% of the time ; their way is the highway ; desperately needs a break ; they have a hard time setting goals because their goals scare them
𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐂𝐄𝐑. the literal meaning of i’ll give you the shirt off my back ; isolates themselves in fear of someone hurting them ; wants to change but is scared of change ; complains a lot but never takes advice people give them
𝐋𝐄𝐎. no one takes them seriously because they feel they always have to portray themselves as the fun one ; is actually really sad inside ; honestly needs a hug ; exhausted always
𝐕𝐈𝐑𝐆𝐎. can dish it but can’t take it ; rushes everything ; anxious ; plans their future but forgets to live in the moment ; sometimes ignores their friends because they have so much on their mind ; talks about themselves a lot and sometimes forgets to ask the other person how they are
𝐋𝐈𝐁𝐑𝐀. solves everyone’s problems but their own ; is actually really sad and lonely ; gets easily heartbroken but tries not to show it ; will do anything to justify bad decisions ; honestly just wants everyone to love them but doesn’t really love their self
𝐒𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐏𝐈𝐎. easily set off ; will give anyone the cold shoulder at any time even without reason ; keeps a lot in ; so observant that they often times find out things that hurt them ; too many “what ifs” swirling in their heads ; has trouble showing their true self
𝐒𝐀𝐆𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐔𝐒. impatient ; brash ; commitment issues ; body issues ; doesn’t realize they don’t need to change for anyone ; has a lot of different goals to a point where they get overwhelmed ; just wants to disappear and do what they want without anyone questioning them
𝐂𝐀𝐏𝐑𝐈𝐂𝐎𝐑𝐍. scared people won’t like them unless they’re at the top of their game 24/7 ; takes a lot for them to talk about their feelings ; secretly struggling ; fake happy ; needs a plan but doesn’t know what that plan is ; confident but insecure at the same time ; wants to be stable but sometimes wishes they could drop everyone’s expectations of them and live normally
𝐀𝐐𝐔𝐀𝐑𝐈𝐔𝐒. gets heartbroken like 30 times a week ; trust issues ; can be unmotivated and disinterested ; feels they have to adapt to every person they meet so they can be liked ; doesn’t know how to tap into their emotions despite being very intuitive ; confused ; expects little
𝐏𝐈𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐒. empathetic often to a point of no return ; plays the victim ; doesn’t know when to say no ; cynical ; hermit ; is very impatient ; trusts everyone too much ; can be secretly very critical and judgmental ; can only tolerate maybe ten minutes of social interaction ; needs a lot of validation
spell out your url using characters you love from any media. then, tag as many people as there are letters in your url ( or however many you'd like ! ) inspired by the song titles dashboard game.
A. alina starkov - shadow & bone
R. ridoc - fourth wing
T. theodora crain - haunting of hill house
I. isobel thorm - bg3
S. sam obisanya - ted lasso
A. aedion ashryver - throne of glass
N. nyota uhura - st: snw
A. azriel - acotar
L. luffy - one piece
S. shadowheart - bg3
currently reading : War Storm, the last in the Red Quee.n series !
favorite colour: grey, blue, and black
favorite flower : tulips and white roses
number of muses : i don’t know and i’m too scared to count lmao
their urls : a large majority can be found here but other urls ( for active muses ) include: @cinderiisms / @shcnyfrye / @tcrdisary / @hcndlehim / @rcdheir / @bckerymade / @soulfcrged
favorite muse of yours : oh man uuh i have a ton but No.1 would be kerderius over on soulfcrged bc i put so much effort into him and i love his character, one of my top OCs for sure !
number of followers : a multiple of 1
number of drafts atm : on this blog, one ! and it’s another dash game !
number of starters : none to do !
last movie you saw : a.nt-m.an and the w.asp
tagged by : theatre gay @heartsunholy whomst i love
