i won’t let myself be great at anything and it’s my biggest downfall and i really hate it i wish i wasn’t me

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i won’t let myself be great at anything and it’s my biggest downfall and i really hate it i wish i wasn’t me
Thanks to Tumblr, every time I type now, whenever i want to move on to my next thought or sentence, I press the comma button thinking it will stop my previous sentence. So when I look up to see what I’ve written, I have this long ass run-on sentence with commas everywhere
That Studio Ghibli master post is killing meeee.
I'd love to watch at least 4 films from that list tonight but I have to wake up at 4am for work.
I need a device that will transcribe the music I have in my head. There are entire symphonies in there but when I sit down and try to write it all out, it's like I forget everything. Like, 'what's a key signature?' 'wtf how do I rhythm?' Standard musical notation is a bitch sometimes.
when you want to draw really bad but you actually dont but you do but you can't draw what you want to draw but you probably could but you know you cant... that is my struggle
u kno ur having a mid life crisis when u realize that avan jogia has nicer/longer hair than u
Today's my anniversary with Micah. >.> And it's 5:37 am. And i've been looking for lingerie so i can wear some when we meet in a few months. And i have class in three hours.
And i plan to go shopping next weekend. ffs...
Just let me find some cute lingerie ;o; </3
Like life isn't hectic enough as is, I just realized I have to re-watch house of cards before friday! gorsh