#dave complains

[isa-ah]

man yknow when something thats not even a parallel to ur trauma happens but its still enough to make your skin crawl and ur throat feel like ice and u cant think straight and u just start Ruminating on shit and make an au that makes you nauseous bc thats the only fuckin healthy coping mechanism you have i guess

cos thats mood rn

[isa-ah]

so anyway my life is a clusterfuck rn how are y'all doin

[isa-ah]

one of the most frustrating things is when people try so hard to make you cis, theyll go out of their way to fuck up your preferred name to make it "suit you”. my name isnt fucking alexandra but boy if i dont get called that daily. god. i should just go by david because theres literally no way you can twist that to make it sound like a girls name.

[isa-ah]

i wish i could spend my days off in bed resting and actually recharging,, or like that id at least have somewhere to go on them so i CAN do that stuff. instead im stuck here counting the hours minutes seconds til my fuckin aunt gets home and im in trouble inevitably for something. my days off are just anxious and bad and trying to find loopholes and ways i can not be home when she gets home and its e x h a u s t i n g.

[isa-ah]

i think im having an allergic reaction to the fuckin baja sauce at work

[isa-ah]

when you wanna be good but youve had negative spoons all day and you cant even stand up without 2h of forewarning because youre so bonedeep exhausted you just wana sleep and cry but

[isa-ah]

i just feel really,,, really gross and skeeved after that honestly

[isa-ah]

hey uhhhhhhhhhhhhh nightmares suck