#dave rambles

[orbswizard]

the way i draw anatomy is wrong to YOU . im fucked up and irradiated

[arigoldz]

i rarely talk about this but i adore selfshipping so *so* much. i just fear talking about it and someone will laugh at me because i do it for the sake of doing it? i did it before when i was REALLY young and i adored every minute of it but now i feel so weird doing it because its like oh you like this character youre in love with this character? haha thats so FUNNY you shouldnt!

like i tried to get back into it and i still have that feeling that its odd and weird and talking about it is so ODD and that i shouldnt do that because its not *right*

i adore that i liked f/o things or see selfshipping posts to boost that thought that i should do it no questions asked. but theres still a forever feeling that im so weird and i shouldnt do it anymore, that i should just ship characters instead of shipping myself with them.

its a bizarre thought and i *know* its totally acceptable to do so, but i hold so much fear even reading those posts that i shouldnt go out of my way to do something like that.

selfshipping is so cute to me and means a lot, but im terrified that its just gonna look stupid. even if its *for* me, it feels so ... scary even if you are doing it for yourself.

[local-cryptic]

uwu i made this dumb stim(?)/gif board for me lmao

{dont fucking tag as kin/id/me}

[movedddddddddddddddddd]

literally all the source material for 5e emphasizes letting players create diverse characters. there is art depicting every race with more human features as poc. there is literally no reason to not let your players have characters with nonwhite features. there is nothing in dnd canon that says elves cant be asian. insisting otherwise just makes you look fucking stupid to those of us who have actually read the material

[anxious-turn-tech-god-head]

Have you ever seen a troll so beautiful you cried?

[jhooopie]

not to be gay but

my boyfriend is honestly wonderful. we fit together in the weirdest and most perfect ways we can laugh together or cry together and it doesn't even matter which because no matter what I'm still with him he cares for me? and makes sure that I eat and take showers and stuff??? and I do the same for him????? and its good???? and I don't just want to hold him always? he has big hands and I have small hands and it seems like they would fit perfect together given the chance when I think about the stereotype "scary, you're either gonna get married or break up" I don't really get scared at the first option? and I'm scared of the second option, because I love him so much. and I think about him a lot and its stupid stuff like holding his hand while walking down the street or kissing his knuckles and pulling out the chair for him to sit in basically I'm gay and I need everyone to know how gay I actually am. @dumgold

[orbswizard]

[orbswizard]

diversity win! your tumblr mutual has escaped from the facility