#day1909

[deathimselfart]

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[yourflowersfirst]

the church was in my rear view mirror. i held tissues to the blood pooling down my face. one of your hands gripped my thigh hard enough to bruise as i drove. “well, i’m sorry,” was all i could choke out. you didn’t look at me, not once. you hated looking at me but at least you replied:

“god. jesus, fucking fuck. tell me if it hurts. does it hurt, jena, does it really hurt?”

all the memories of you do.

when you left, you left for good and i knew you would not come back. the way i knew the kitchen table. the way i knew the orchids and good coffee and dogs. i knew that you were just done. you found a girl who was sickly sweet, dewy, and not so round and smudged. you preferred her to me and i couldn’t blame you. i’d leave me for her, too, if i could. i knew we would not even stay friends, and i knew you’d leave all my shit that was in your bathroom drawer in a box at my apartment doorstep. when you left, i painted my nails and ate a grapefruit and i wrote you a letter. i knelt on the floor and stared at my wrists. i looked at my stomach in the mirror and wondered if things were different, we’d still be laughing in bed, kissing lazily. i never sent the letter. i never will. i knew you would not come back and you never did.

[kabunaluna]

August 30 2025 Satomi had hip surgery at Raffles Hospital

[russellolsonart]

2023 Daily drawing no.:083 Daily drawing no. to date.: 1,909 . . . . . . #day083of2023 #day1909 #1909 #march #march2023 #procreate #character #random #onedrawingadaychallenge #onedrawingaday #dailydrawing #drawing #illustration #russellolsonart https://www.instagram.com/p/CqMyK1CuP-O/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[bellascreativity]

#100happydays #Day1909 I thought I posted my pomegranate blossom yesterday, but I must have only done that in my head. (at Monmouth, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0clECQjv5h/?igshid=31vxyshmvmwz