Dec 10, 2025
went to the brmc show in paris and i'm not sure how i feel about it lol
#like i'm very grateful that i got to see them and even more grateful because they were sick and had to cancel their show in belgium a couple#days before#plus not that it surprised me but they really treated the audience well#playing all of howl + many of their most energetic electric songs after#they played for two hours in total#not much talking but personally i like it better when the band talk less and play more so yeah#but the thing is that i didn't connect to the experience the way i was hoping/expecting to#we were not vere close to the stage so maybe that played a part but idk i kinda didn't feel the energy overall#like i kinda didn't like the crowd? the shouting during the quiet songs and not jumping that much during the fiery ones lol#but well i was quite static myself i think it's the distance from the stage+ not feeling part of the crowd + i was lowkey worried about#if my friend was liking it or not#(turned out she liked it a lot which is definitely a highlight)#also i could't see them well and i guess that was frustrating + the sound wasn't great in my opinion#and probably my expectations were very high from how much i like the band and how amazing they were when i saw them the other time#idk anyways they were true to themselves and going strong which makes me happy#alsoo i'm questioning if staying sober at shows is impacting negatively my ability to get loose and immerse#like i kinda was frustrated after some shows were i got quite drunk because things get a little hazy and i wanted to be more present#but the thing is i'm so fucking inhibited when i'm sober in a group of people aha#so well long story short i didn't enjoy the show that much which makes me sad aha#also about the sound my friend had those earplugs for concerts and she said she felt like it was upgrading the sound like when she#would take them out the sound was awful to her lol#idk
