#dazaiisms

[ao3dazaiisms]

sugar, candy, honey, baby | skk

Dazai's on his third year of earning minumum wage as Yokohama Bay's Big Splash Waterpark's glorified ice cream scoop — among other delightful assorted tasks like bathroom clean-up duty — when his wet dream personified waltzes right up to his booth. Hot, obviously well-off and with a little kid in tow — Dazai doesn't expect much more than flirty conversation. But when the handsome stranger asks for his number, it seems things might be heating up for the summer.

Or;

How Dazai goes from serving sugar, to serving sugar.

rated: e | length: 16k (ongoing)

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[ao3dazaiisms]

tell me we both matter (don't we?) | skk

Dazai Osamu, Japan's beloved sweetheart, is perfect to the world; donning a dazzling facade that manages to fool everyone but herself.

Confined to the shackles of an iron-tight contract, starved and pushed and pulled and prodded, Dazai quietly awaits the peace promised by her own demise. Until one day, a member of a rockband stumbles through the wrong backstage door, and inadvertently fiddles with the lock on Dazai's cage.

rated: e | length: 47k (ongoing)

tags; fem!soukoku, rockstar x model, secret relationship

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[ao3dazaiisms]

emotions | ch3: emotions, give me a break

“A dream is something you want, and I’ve never done well with wanting things.”

There’s that phrase again. The same one Dazai had uttered when they’d talked of his brother. Though this time he says it without any tremble in his voice. He says it like this is a matter of fact. Like it’s a truth of the universe.

The sun rises in the east. The moon controls the ebb and flood of the tide. Dazai Osamu does not do well with wanting things.

rated: m | length: 65,294w

tags; sanatorium au, mental health issues, 1990s

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pretty baby, watch me bleed

“There is nothing the Angels’ all-seeing eyes will not find eventually. Even I can’t trick them forever.”

Quiet falls over the room. Dazai continues to look beyond the tall windows, at the thunderstorm that rages in the distance. Lightning strikes every few seconds, spreading across the crimson sky like the jagged roots of a tree.

“You knew.”

rated: e | length: 7,023w

tags; angel/demon relationship, fallen angel dazai, multiple orgasms

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[ao3dazaiisms]

under your skin

Out on his most recent "mission" to bond with the Armed Detective Agency members following their organisations' truce, Chuuya catches a glimpse of a tattoo on Dazai's body that definitely hadn't been there four years ago. It succesfully manages to derail whatever plans Chuuya had of ignoring his pain-in-the-ass former partner altogether.

rated: e | length: 5,602w

tags; tattooed dazai osamu, belly bulge, smut and angst

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paint me in lilac skies

His frown seems more like a wonky smile from Chuuya’s skewed perspective, and for some reason it makes Chuuya want to laugh.

“C’mere,” Chuuya beckons. Dazai narrows his eyes suspiciously, though he does, surprisingly, obey. With one hand still holding the web steady, Chuuya reaches out the other to tangle gloved fingers in the short waves at Dazai’s nape. He pulls him in for an upside-down kiss.

rated: t | length: 3,703w

tags; spiderman au, rooftop picnic dates, spiderman kiss

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emotions | ch2: emotions, please leave me alone

Mori leans back in his chair, and Chuuya tracks the movement with wary eyes.“I want you to try and tell me exactly what happened the night of the incident.”

Chuuya stiffens. “The incident?”

“Yes,” Mori-sensei nods, “The one that led to you being admitted to Tenkai.”

rated: m | length: 39,011w

tags; sanatorium au, mental health issues, 1990s

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emotions | ch1: emotions, you get me upset

It's not within Chuuya's life plans to get commited to a mental institution at age twenty two.

But after a particularly violent outburst ends in physical assault charges that threaten to land him in jail, Chuuya begrudgingly accepts the compromise of indefinite in-patient stay at Tenkai Sanatorium. He doesn't expect his time there to include the most infuriatingly intriguing person he's ever met. Or that he'll be forced to confront the demons he would much rather have left in the past.

rated: m | length: 19,362w

tags; sanatorium au, mental health issues, 1990s

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