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Life update 🙃🙃🙃🙃

So, life has been kinda kicking my ass lately, which is why updates have been so shit. My Father is dying, my Mother is batshit, and my Husband’s Father was just diagnosed with Cancer (and it’s not looking good). We’re the only ones taking care of them, and it’s a lot at once. On top of that, we’re still working our asses off, trying to pay our bills on time, make time for us, be there for our friends, and take care of ourselves.

I’m still writing & I still love it, I’m just fucking drained. I promise that stories and updates are coming, I just need you to be patient with me. I’m so sorry, but I promise it won’t always be like this. I’ll get better at all of it, I promise.

I love you and thank you!! I’m hoping to have more for you all soon 🥰💕

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Hiiiiii guys 🙃🙃

Just wanted to get personal with you guys for a bit. Soooo, I haven’t posted much in a bit, and it’s NOT because I’ve stopped writing. I promise I have so many updates. I’ve just been in a really bad depression. So, last year, my Dad got diagnosed with Alzheimer’s. About two weeks ago, we discovered that he doesn’t know who I am, or my name. Between trying to move, find a place for my parents, plan the wedding my husband and I always intended to have, working, helping my parents with whatever they need, working, and being sexually assaulted by one of my best and oldest friends, I just kind of went into a deep DEEP depression. I’ve wanted to post more, but I genuinely just didn’t have the energy. I’m trying to pull myself out of it, and I’m slowly getting out of it 💕 my husband and I just went on our first real vacation in almost 5 years, and it really helped a lot. I’ve been spending a lot of time reading comfort-fics and going to therapy, and I’m finally starting to feel like getting back to things 💕

I’m so sorry for everyone that’s been waiting for updates, or that I haven’t responded to: you honestly didn’t do anything wrong. To everyone that’s checked up on me: thank you so much and I love you 💕 HOPEFULLY, updates will be coming faster and more frequently. I really miss writing and I really miss all of you.

I love you 🥰

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From my married slutty ass to you, happy Halloween 🎃 👻

(I actually do have more ass, the dress is just really bunched up right now lmao)

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Personal post:

So, 2023 was probably one of the darkest years of my life, personally. I’m honestly surprised I survived it. It’s been years since I’ve cried as much as I did last year. That being said, I really have created a small little family on this hell site, and they’re a huge part in bringing me out of the darkness (also, shout-out to my hubby, cause idk how the hell he handled me last year. A true saint 💋♥️)

@emerald-evans , @fuckingbye , @thickania , @autumnrose40 , @pagesoflauren thank you all so much for all of your love and support. Helping me in the biggest and smallest of ways, even when you guys didn’t know you were. I know I gave some of you a bit of a scare (I gave myself a few scares too), but you guys stood by me and loved me anyway, I love you guys more than I’ll ever be able to put into words, and I’m so blessed to have you all in my life. Loving me for the train wreck that I am. Thank you from the bottom of my crazy little heart. You’ve all made my life better in so many ways ♥️💋

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Writing 30,000+ words in five days was NOT in my best interest 🙄🤦🏾‍♀️ poll coming soon, guys 💕

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I love you guys so much & I hope you’re having a wonderful holiday season!! Sending so much love, hugs, and so much warmth to all of you 💋💕🎄🎉

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Ya girl is 31 today 🎉🎉

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Now that the votes are in…what will you be posting?!! So excited!

I have so much to update (as well as a new story 😭), I don’t know what to do! What do you think should be next?