The Difference Between Boys & Girls | o9
summary: Sam & Erin are university students who share a cheap one bedroom apartment above a shitty takeaway restaurant. Due to the limited space, they’ve grown accustomed to sharing just about everything, including the occasional kiss.
pairing: Jung Hoseok (Samuel Park) feat. Park Jimin (Brian Yi) x Named OC characters: meet the cast.
rating: e: explicit
genre: angst, smut, fluff, minor discouragements, make up sex. word count: 8.5k(<?) chapters: o1| o2| o3| o4| o5| o6| o7| o8| o9| 10| 11| 12| 13| 14 warning: boyfriend!hoseok, jealous!hoseok, painter!jimin, friends to lovers trope, college au, angst, sexual themes, slow burn, arguing, pining, kissing, light groping, penetrative sex, fingering (f receiving) .
a/n: she RISES FROM the DEAD. I’m sorry for disappearing but this year has been HELL.
Samuel avoided Erin for the rest of the night. He exited the room only minutes after she did and made a conscious effort never to be in the same area as her. When she went right he made a hard left, if Erin headed toward the kitchen Sammy made sure he found a way to force his into the middle of the crowd. Samuel even went so far as to escort each person that left their apartment that night to their car. No matter how far away they parked or even if they didn't have a car at all. If they took a bus he offered to walk them to the nearest stop, took the subway? It didn’t matter that the nearest subway was a ten minute walk away Sam made sure that every one of their guests made it home safely until there was no one left but him and Erin.
Erin had been...dazed, to say the least, for the remainder of the night. Whenever someone addressed her she responded after a noticeable delay and even after she did answer it was only in short, clipped sentences. She could still feel Sammy’s hands all over her body and the tingling feeling that zapped on the first contact of their lips yet remained on her skin. Chills ran down her spine and stopped at every erogenous zone she had each time she looked at him.
From a safe distance, of course.
It was sufficed to say Erin had immediately regretted pulling away when she did. She wanted to be with Sam just as much as he apparently wanted to be with her but there were way too many reasons for them not to take that step. At least, for Erin there were.
As the crowd thinned out and the last guest gleefully made their exit - despite Sammy practically pleading with them to stay longer- the young pair found themselves inadvertently standing at opposite ends of the apartment. Staring one another down, silently willing the other to speak first. Sammy took a breath and made the first move by walking forward to shut off the music still playing in the background, then pulling out the bed portion of their futon.
“I’m going to bed.” He said gruffly without looking up.
“Sammy we have to talk about this,” Erin stated.
“Talk about what E?” He challenged and glared up in her direction “Obviously we want different things and that’s- Whatever. I’ll get over it.”
Sounding defeated, Sam slouched down into the uncomfortable futon mattress and faced away from Erin, hoping she would just leave him alone and allow him to wallow in embarrassment in peace. As expected, she didn't and the sound of the bed creaking when Erin took a seat next to him and pulled on his shoulder made Samuel shut his eyelids tightly. She was hovering above him when he finally opened them and dared to look at her again. He wanted to be annoyed with her but the look of absolute desperation on her face broke him.
“Please,” Erin said gently, placing a hand on his shoulder.
“Fine,” he said, turning to face her fully, his voice sharp. “If you wanna talk about this, fine. But you can’t...be all over me like this. I need some space” He inhaled.
“Okay.” Erin stated and she backed away just a few inches to allow Samuel to sit up then gesture for her to start talking.
“I just… I don’t understand what’s changed?” Erin sighed, holding her head in her hands. ” Just a few months ago we were fine just being friends…best friends. What happened between then and now that changed ?” she asked and turned her head to look at him. “Is it Brian?”
Sammy rolled his eyes and ran his hands through the front of his hair “Don’t give him so much credit” He replied acidly “I won’t deny that dating him has made the reality of losing you a lot more real but are you seriously pretending that this is a complete surprise, Erin? C’mon you’re not this stupid. ”
Erin wasn’t, but perhaps she had been hoping that Sammy was stupid enough to not have noticed the subtle changes in their relationships over the past few years. “Alright, maybe it’s not so surprising. Why didn’t you say something before all this? If you were feeling this way why wait until now to do something about it?”
“Would you have taken me seriously?” Sammy asked, skepticism heavy in his voice. “We’ve been doing this dance for years Erin and I admit I may not have been aware of these feelings the entire time but I once I became aware I’ve only wanted to be with you. Obviously you don’t feel the same way and that’s fine. You can keep seeing your boyfriend and I’ll just put these feelings to the side, don’t worry about me.”
Erin frowned deeply when he mentioned her boyfriend she couldn’t prove anything else he was saying to be false but there was no need to throw Brian’s name in the mix just for the hell of it. "Don’t bring Brian up, Sam. This is about us don’t drag him into a conversation that has nothing to do with him.”
The dark haired male scoffed and looked at Erin sideways, asking her if she was serious without uttering a single word. “You think this doesn’t have anything to do with him? You’ve been single as hell for who knows how long and two seconds after I try to kiss you suddenly you decide you need to be in a serious relationship with some guy you just met? What the hell do you even like about him?”
“I like his company, he makes me laugh” Erin answered, knowing that her explanation was falling on deaf ears, but she felt the need to answer anyway. “I can’t say that what happened, or didn’t happen, between us that night didn’t...scare me and maybe that pushed me in Brian’s direction.” She clammed up for few minutes to collect her thoughts and looked at Sam with a frown. “I don’t know what you want me to say...he started out as a distraction, but now I’m just not sure how to feel.”
Sam groaned in frustration, unable to understand why Erin couldn’t seem to wrap her head around this. It was so obvious to him that they were well past the point of just being friends, he couldn’t go back to playing the platonic best friend after this. "I don’t wanna push you, Erin but I care about you more than anyone else I know. I don’t like going to bed at night without talking to you, you’re the first face I want to see when I wake up and the thought that you might not feel the same way scares me to death. I think that is why I couldn’t talk to you. The thought that admitting these feeling would push you away from me was more than I could take.”
“Sammy,” Erin said softly as he spoke. None of what he was saying was new information. Erin knew she was probably the most important thing in his life, just as he was for her. She had wrestled with the same thoughts that he was finally revealing and Erin bit down somewhat harshly on her bottom lip as she thought about how all this could have been avoided if she just had the courage to speak up before all of this. “I wish I had the perfect answer for you Sammy” she said, her hands finding themselves resting softly against his cheek to wipe away a tear that rolled over the brim of his eyes. She didn’t want to focus on it but even though she could have strangled him just a few moments ago all she wanted to do was hold him right now, hold and kiss and caress him until she made all the pain in his face go away, her fingertips tingled gently the longer they stayed in contact with his skin “ I love you Sammy, I’m just…confused” she said, her voice sounding strained.
Sammy felt her hand on his face as another stray tear streamed down his cheeks, his heart aching for her. He closed his eyes while she was speaking, but when she told him she loved him, his hand reached up and held her hand to his face. He turned his head slightly, letting his lips press to the inside of her wrist and Erin sighed. He held her hands against his skin for a few long moments, just inhaling the situation. Before he could stop his actions, Sammy was leaning up, pulling Erin’s body tight to his, his grip on her frame like a vice. “Please,” he murmured, pushing her messy mane away her face. His head dipped as he pressed his lips to hers, more hunger in them this time. His free hand cupped the back of her head, holding her there gently, his fingers tangling in her hair.
Erin captured his lips with hers and though extremely hesitate at first she soon found herself letting all her inhibitions go, her lips returning his actions with every inch of repressed emotion she had been feeling for the past few years. Her arms pulled tightly around his back as she pulled her head back momentarily to catch her breath, she looked up into Sam’s eyes and it was as if she was seeing clearly for the first time. The slight redness in his eyes made her heart twinge as she sent her lips crashing back to his, her head shifted to the side with precision as she snaked her tongue past his lips, gently caressing and massaging against his.
Erin sighed with satisfaction when Sam picked her up and laid her body back on the futon. His weight settled on her, pressing her deep into the cushions of the mattress. Her legs opened in an almost instinctive invitation that he accepted without hesitation, settling into the space between her thighs and meeting her arching back with a tentative roll of his hips that pushed his straining erection against her damp heat. Her resounding sigh was a husky vibration of approval.
His mouth trailed from her lips and across her neck to the shoulder left bare by the neckline of her dress, pushing it lower and lower until the gap revealed a strapless scrap of lace as delicate and feminine as the woman who wore it. A pebbled nipple peeked out from the lace; Sam laved it with his tongue, then drew it into his mouth and sucked, and was rewarded when she whispered his name with a fevered moan.
Erin was just as busy, tugging his t-shirt free of his jeans and shoving her hands underneath, stroking his back and the lean muscles that padded his rib cage. Her fingers grazed a spot she knew was sensitive and he growled against her skin.
Sammy shifted his weight, leaning slightly to the side and freeing up one hand to roam her body at will while his lips returned to hers, swallowing the gasps she made when he palmed one firm breast and then the other, caressing and squeezing and coaxing both dark brown peaks into tight, pert buds.
The space he created gave Erin the same freedom. Straining up into his kiss, her hands moved between them to the button of his jeans. The thick ridge beneath his zipper distracted her; with the base of her palm, she stroked up and down, using the denim of his jeans to create a friction that had Sam groaning into her mouth. The groan became a sigh of relief when she finally got his pants open and took the length of him into her hands.
He buried his face in the crook of her neck. “Fuck Erin…”
The tight, slim-fit style of his jeans enhanced the erotic torture. The metal zipper grazed against sensitive skin while the elastic waistband of his underwear bunched around the base of his cock, adding to the pressure against his balls. As she squeezed and stroked, the slight twinge of pain made the pleasure even sweeter.
“Wait … stop. We have to stop, Sam . We … we have to stop.” Erin’s voice cut through the heavy groans and moans they both created.
As breathless and frustrated as he was, Sam sat up the second she stopped moving and leaned back on his heels, releasing Erin with obvious reluctance.
“Why?”
“I'm not ready for this... ” Her disappointment was tangible. “I can't step through that door without properly closing the other one… “
The tiniest spark of hope between them disappeared when Erin stopped speaking. She stared up at him, her hair ruffled and her lips swollen from his kisses, with one breast revealed by the disarray of her top, a damp circle from his mouth still showing around the nipple. His clothes were in no better condition; beneath the hem of his t-shirt, his dick jutted out hard and aroused from the opening of his pants.
They were mess and only stared at one another in awe, honestly wondering just how they managed to get here. "I get it, " Sam finally spoke up “I don't like it but I understand." he rolled off the top of Erin’s body and pushed his erection back down into his jeans, adjusting himself so that it wasn't that uncomfortable for him.
"Like I said, I won't push you Erin...but you can't kiss me like that and say you're confused. Come find me when you figure yourself out.”
One Day Later...
Kasey, clad in a pair of shorts that were too large to belong to her and sports bra, was not in the mood for another one of Erin 'urgent emergencies'. She had been friends with her long enough to know that these emergencies often proved to be little more than a personal gripe she needed advice on. But, looking at her now; with her eyes puffy and red from crying and mascara staining the sides of her cheeks. Kasey didn’t have the heart be annoyed with her needy friend even if she was taking up her time with a problem that could have been solved ages ago.
“I hope this is good E, I canceled a dick appointment for you.”
“Ah, sex. Is that why you missed my party?”
Kasey snickered and shook her head, “I had to work I told you that. The dick was just an after thought once I got off.”
Erin rolled her eyes and narrowly avoided the pillow Kasey sent flying for her head before moving to speak again. “I’m just saying, if you had been there you could have prevented me from making a very stupid decision.”
“Like this outfit? Because you look like Wednesday Addams” Kasey asked flippantly, getting up from her seat to grab both of them a drink from the kitchen.
“Fuck you, I’m being really serious Kasey. I... I cheated on Brian.”
Kasey’s head shot up, forgetting about the can of soda in her hand as her gaze shot in Erin’s direction, a mixture of confusion and aggravation covering her expression.
“Cheated...like how? With who?" She asked with caution, inching closer until she was sitting again. “Because if you just kissed someone under the mistletoe I doubt that counts.”
“Cheated like cheated Kase.” Erin replied with emphasis “We were two seconds away from chucking off clothes. And do you really need to ask with who, that should be a given.”
“I...” Kasey paused for a few seconds then stood to her feet and occupied the space next to Erin “I am so proud of you, my big girl!” she said once her arms were wrapped around Erin’s shoulders.
Erin groaned and pushed her friend off her shoulders, somewhat forcefully but Kasey didn’t mind, she was too happy to hear that Erin was actually moving forward with her life. “This isn’t a joke to me Kasey! I made a huge mistake tonight and I really need you to take me seriously for once instead of cracking your little jokes.”
“I am being serious, I’m tired of watching live in stasis because you’re too scared to make a decision that might change your something just a tiny bit.”
Erin kissed her teeth and folded her arms across her chest, Kasey wasn’t saying anything that wasn’t true but it wasn’t what she wanted to hear at that moment. Erin wanted to feel guilty about, well, not feeling guilty for what happened between her and Sammy. She wanted to feel as if she had made an irreversible mistake and was not deserving of the happiness she was currently feeling. She wanted to feel all of those things but instead of guilt and shame Erin only felt joy. Contentment. Validation. She was actually happy with the fact that she was possibly breaking someone’s heart.
“I’m not scared…” Erin whispered.
“Don’t bullshit me, yes you are” Kasey shot back.
“Well, so what if I am scared?” She huffed, “This is something to be afraid of. This is a line we have never crossed. I’m terrified of what’s on the other side”
Kasey sighed, lazily wrapping an arm around Erin’s slim shoulders and pulled her against her chest. “Are you in love with him E?”
“Yes, but that,-”
“Don’t give me an excuse with logical explanations and rational thought. Are you in love with him, yes or no?”
“Yes.” Erin answered and Kasey could practically feel her exhale with the admission.
“Then that's it. Nothing else to explain or rationalize, you love him and he loves you. Why are you making this harder than it needs to be?”
Erin nibbled softly on her bottom lip, desperately searching for an answer that she did not have. She did love Sammy and now that she knew how he felt there should have been nothing stopping her from leaving her friends apartment right then and going to tell him that. But her entire body remained unmoved, racked with overthinking and insecurities. There were still so many things she was unsure about but there was one thing she knew for certain, nothing was going to change between them overnight.
“I don’t want to think about this anymore” She sighed forcefully and gave her friend a sidelong glance “Right now, I just want a drink.”
“Okay,” Kasey exhaled and stood to her feet, moving toward her kitchen to grab a bottle of clear liquid “I’ll let you run away for tonight but you will have to face this head on eventually Erin. You need to start thinking about your future and what you actually want.”
Kasey’s words had not fallen on deaf ears. Though she spent the rest of that night drowning her sorrows in vodka and the last dregs her best friend’s tequila the root of Kasey’s advice never strayed far from Erin’s mind. What did she want? She didn’t expect things with Brian to last forever and she was nowhere ready to settle down just yet but there was no denying the pull that Samuel had on her. It wasn’t fair to her relationship with Brian and it wouldn't be fair to anyone else she ended up dating to leave so many questions up in the air without even attempting to answer them.
The train ride to Busan was three hours long and it gave Erin more than enough time to mull over these thoughts. To become absorbed in them and try to work through an appropriate response to the question both Samuel and Kasey had laid at her feet.
What. Do. You. Want?
And even with all those hours and all the evidence that she conjured up in her time on that over crowded train Erin still couldn’t find herself with a solid answer. It frustrated her that a question so simple had completely incapacitated her thoughts.
“Miss!”
The attendant standing near the exit grabbed her attention then directed her toward the automatic doors. “We’ve arrived at our destination, please kindly exit the train car.”
Erin hadn’t noticed that the car was completely empty apart from her and the small overnight bag she’d packed in a hurry early that morning. Once she made it back home and noticed the absence of her roommate, Erin immediately remembered that he had plans to visit his parents for the winter and that she probably wouldn’t see him again for a few weeks. She could barely stomach the thought of letting another day go by without trying to set things straight. So she packed away the few necessities she had and boarded the next thing smoking for Busan.
The route to her old neighborhood was tedious but familiar, giving her the unmistakable feeling of nostalgia as her taxi driver turned down the street that led to her and Sammy’s childhood homes. Located next to one another with the same paint job they’ve always had. Erin quietly gestured for the driver to pull over a few houses down and explained that she wanted to walk the rest of the way when he protested. Erin had insisted that he stop only because she wanted to get some fresh air, she did not expect to see Samuel leaning against the gate the lead to his home, cigarette smoke billowing from his lips and staring down at his cellphone. Completely unaware of the outside world.
Erin immediately cringed at the sight of the white cancer stick hanging so precariously out of his mouth. They’d tackled his smoking problem ages ago, or so she thought, and Samuel made a solemn vow that he would never pick up another pack. Resuming her footsteps Erin resisted every urge to smack the cigarette right out of his hand like she usually would have. Something about the way his brow furrowed as he stared down into his cellphone made her think he may not have been so amused by that action. “Sammy!” She called once she was close enough, possibly a little to eagerly as Samuel nearly jumped out of his skin in response to her voice.
“Erin? When did you...What are you doing here?” He replied and turned his head to the side to discreetly blow away smoke.
“I-I wanted to see you. I went home last night and you weren’t there so...”
“Yeah, I’m visiting my family.”
Erin scoffed a laugh and nodded “I know, That’s why I came.” A long pause of awkward silence passed through them before Erin spoke up again. “Listen can we talk? That was the main reason I came.”
Samuel’s jaw ticked, as if he had something to add to Erin’s statement but thought better of it. He threw down the cigarette bud and extinguished it with the toe of his converse before jutting his head in the direction of his parents house. “Come inside.”
The Park household had hardly changed in the last decade. A few furniture additions in the den and a new coat of paint reapplied whenever the color began to fade, but all in all the house looked and felt almost identical to the once Erin remembered visiting and spending so much time in during her youth. She expected to be greeted with loud hellos and intrusive questions like usual but instead her only greeting was the unfamiliar sound of silence and the shuffling of Sammy’s slippers as he slowly trudged toward the kitchen.
“It’s so quiet… no one’s home?” Erin asked as she toed off her sneakers and borrowed a pair of Mrs Park’s house slippers.
“Nope,” He answered curtly “They went skiing, won’t be back until tomorrow. I guess this is what I get for trying to surprise them.” Sam hummed and laughed in a way that didn't sound amused.
“So you’ve been here all by yourself? Aren’t you lonely?”
“Your parents let me sleepover last night, they saw me come in and knew my family wouldn’t be here.”
Erin cooed in response and nodded her head absentmindedly, dropping her overnight bag off to the side before hoisting her body on the counter a few feet away from where Samuel stood. When she settled Erin looked in his direction, he was staring back into her eyes and searching her face in a way that Erin couldn't readily decipher. She squirmed and ducked her head under his gaze, his eyes has lost the kindness they usually emitted and she no longer felt bathed in warmth and sunlight when their gaze connected. Instead she felt cold, small and scrutinized the longer he stared at her without saying a word.
“Look, I appreciate you coming all this way Erin. But we already had this discussion, remember? I told you to come to me when you figured yourself out, not while you’re still confused. I can’t do anything with that.”
“I know we talked, or started to anyway. But clearly that discussion was insufficient because I’m still struggling with this and-”
Samuel kissed his teeth loudly and raised a hand to interrupt Erin before she could finish speaking. “Let me stop you right there Erin, exactly what are you struggling with? I haven’t given you an ultimatum, I’m not pressuring you. I am trying so hard to be patient and give you time to work through these supposed 'conflicting' feelings yet here you are. Following me across the country and once again betraying your own words with actions. You know what you want and this “confusion” act is really unattractive, you’re better than this E.”
The vitriol in Samuel's voice was clear and obvious and though Erin tried not to take it to heart, it still pained her to hear him speak to her so harshly. “Sammy this...this is a much bigger deal than you seem to realize,” she choked out in response once the sting from his outburst had subsided. “If we step through this door there are only two roads we can take; one leads to us getting married and the other leads to us breaking up and I don’t know about you but both of those options scare me to death. I would rather deal with you being upset with me for a little while than risk losing you forever.”
Erin looked over at Samuel once she finished her explanation and the stern look he once cast her way was now replaced with a expression so soft and broken she wondered if he was on the verge of tears. His grip on the edge of his parents marbled counter top tightened then went lax as he pushed his body weight forward and stalked toward where Erin was seated. She watched him with careful eyes as his right hand ghosted over her cheek and tenderly caressed her jaw.
“I’m not asking you to marry me, I’m not even saying this will be easy. I know you think I do things without thinking them through but I’ve thought about this a lot Erin. The only thing I want is for you to stop overthinking things and allow yourself to be happy, at least give us a chance before deciding we’ll fail.” Sammy sighed and framed her jaw in his hands “Don’t I make you happy? You make me happy.”
She felt herself relax immediately beneath his touch and she glided her hand over his forearm and rested her hand over his as Sam gingerly pressed his nose against her pulse causing sparks to dance and twirl all over her body. “I was so happy...” Erin whispered, her hand traveling across his shoulder and gently clutching his neck “When we kissed and you said what I’ve been waiting to hear you say since high school- I can’t remember ever feeling so happy and that scares me. Happiness is temporary, I don’t want this to be temporary.”
“Erin look at me” Samuel replied softly, picking his head up allowing Erin to look into his eyes as he stroked both sides of her cheeks with his thumbs. “You’re not going to lose me. Even if this doesn’t work out for us and it turns out to be a mistake, I’m still going to be here. You’re my heart, Erin, the last thing I want to do is hurt you. This is much more than just me wanting to be with you physically, I want to share every part of me with you. I’m going to ask you one final time and then I promise I won’t bring it up again, what do you want?”
Sammy’s hands tentatively moved to rest on her hips and the pads of his thumbs nervously drummed against the hem of her jeans before smoothing down the length of Erin’s thighs then back up again. Maybe it was the clear confession, not preceded by a sloppy kiss laced with alcohol and heady emotions. Or possibly the reassurance that he had put just as much thought into their future and the repercussions of their actions as she had; but Erin found herself with an immediate answer to what she once thought was an impossible question.
“You.” she sighed and leaned forward to press her forehead against his “I want you, I want this...I want us.”
His fingers kneaded deeply into her thighs and Sam ghosted his lips over Erin’s for a few seconds before leaning forward to close the space. The kiss started off slow and steady, lewd gasps fluttering into the silence of the space around them and enveloping their thoughts. Soon the fervor of their actions reached a crescendo and neither of them bothered attempting to breathe. One kiss melted into another while two pairs of hands took liberties and touched body parts that were annoyingly covered with clothing. Erin hadn’t realised just how long she’d been dying to be claimed by her best friend since she first realized that it was a possibility and she didn’t waste a second before sliding her tongue deep in his mouth.
“I want to make you feel good, Noona” he whispered against her mouth, his heated breath fanning over Erin’s skin and sending a surge of arousal straight to her center. “Can I make you feel good?”
“Mhmm” Erin panted in agreement then gasped when his hand burrowed its way beneath the waist of her jeans. Using one hand he unbuttoned the opening and pressed the pads of his fingers against her hooded clit, groaning at the way Erin’s arousal slicked against his fingers as he tested a small circular movement against her bundle of nerves. Erin shimmied her way out of her jeans and assisted Sam as best she could to push her panties down to her ankles. Her hips flexed with desire for him to go faster now that he had full access and Sammy smirked when she whined softly. “You’ve always been so impatient,” he sighed and continued taking his own time to explore Erin’s warm haven.
“You’re just teasing me,” She hummed in response and sank her fingernails into his forearm, her teeth sinking down into her bottom lip when his fingers finally intruded her entrance and his thumb took over resting heavily on her clit, applying pressure in all the right spots as two of his fingers moved and curled inside her making her pull sharply at Samuel’s hair and hiss with pleasure.
Erin couldn’t help smiling widely with pleasure and amazement at Sammy as he worked his fingers into overtime to bring her to completion. Her heart was swelling with affection she thought she'd long laid to rest. She wanted so badly to be his. She wanted to have the privilege of kissing him whenever she wanted and to fall asleep in his arms after spending the night tangled in each other’s bodies. All she wanted and would always want was him. “Oh…God…” Erin’s head fell backward, too overcome with the sensations of his fingers working the throbbing nub hidden between her legs and his mouth now teasing her stiff nipples over the fabric of her thin t-shirt. Her whimpers continued to escape her, filling the room with her encouraging moans of delight. “Ungh, yes…yes, right there…” Her body arched forward nearly pushing herself off the counter as Sammy held a firm hand on her waist to keep her still.
Their eyes met and Erin could clearly feel that the love she had for him was only growing with each passing second. She already knew him like the back of her hand, but this was different. They had never seen each other in this light before. His hands were all over her and inside her, searching for any place he could touch or squeeze and Erin felt like she was on the edge of combustion. "I want you, Sammy…so bad.“ The words managed to leave her mouth before her hips took on a mind of their own squirming and rocking against her best friends fingers as a delicious feeling of pressure built up deep within her.
“I want you too,” Samuel rasped in response, grunting forcefully against her skin as he laid sloppy and uncoordinated kisses over every inch of Erin’s exposed skin. “I can’t wait to be inside you, I need you to cum for me first noona.” Her nails raked back and forth along his scalp and the nape of his neck, keeping a death grip on the edge of the counter with her other hand. Endless moans tumbled freely past her lips. "Then don’t stop…please don’t stop…” Erin begged, panting shallow breaths between each whimper and plead for him to continue his actions. His fingers exploring her slick folds, licking over every intimate inch of her wet flesh sent waves and waves of pleasure to every inch of her body. Hard shudders coursed through her body the longer he twisted and curved his fingers deep into her tight cunt.
The boldness in Samuel’s words, reminding her he wanted her just as badly as she wanted him, sent goosebumps rippling over her caramel toned skin. Her legs trembled and every inch of her body ached for release until Sam’s fingers firmly massaged against Erin’s walls in exactly the right spot. Her body bucked as her thighs started tensing up tight. “That’s it, be my good girl and cum for me.” His tender command and the timbre of his voice rumbling against her ear was too much for Erin to take. Her eyelids slammed shut as a deep tingle trembled along her slick walls. "Sammy!" She cried out, arching her back forward and grappling tufts of his hair between her fingers. Her orgasm took her by surprise and drenched Samuel's fingers with her arousal and he hummed with pleasure knowing that every drop of it was for him.
His fingers withdrew from Erin after she’d successfully come down from her high and slumped her spent body on top of the counter as much as she could given the small space. “Sammy..” She sighed happily. “Come here.” She smiled, slowly pulling him toward her until they were face to face once more. She kissed him softly, gently brushing her tongue against his. Her hands ran down his back, resting them at the hem of his joggers as she tugged playfully. “Now I want to make you feel good.” She pecked his slightly swollen lips, tugging the pants down his hips until his erection sprang free. She grasped her palm around his hard girth, stroking her hand up and down with a firm grip. Erin trailed playful nips and kisses along his throat as her hand kept its steady pace. “Feel good?” She whispered against his ear, giving her wrist a slight twist.
“Y-yeah” Sam gulped and rested his hands against her hips, almost pushing her backwards to pause the movements of her hand “But are you su..re you want to do this?” His pitch hitched slightly when Erin twisted her wrist once more in an attempt to amplify his pleasure.
“What are you talking about?”
Samuel pressed his thumbs against her hips with some pressure then hooked a finger beneath her chin so that she was looking into his eyes “I mean...we don’t have to do this. I know I was a little aggressive the other night but we don’t have to take this step if you're not ready. Knowing how you feel is enough for me.”
The gentility and honesty in his words made Erin’s heart swell two times over once again and she rested a hand against his cheek. “I know, but weren’t you listening before?” She asked as her hand resumed their lustful strokes “I need you, Sammy.”
“Shit,” Sammy sighed, wetting his lower lip with his tongue. Erin’s lips maneuvered their way down his neck, giving him a trail of sinfully arousing delightful bite marks along his throat. She wrapped her legs around his waist with the tip of his exposed erection grazing against her bare entrance and her lips began to suck his ear, forcing a low moan to escape him. Her talented fingers circled around his hardness once again and teased him with a perfect touch. Her warm hand embracing his sensitive flesh felt long overdue and Erin hardly wanted to release him. “Erin…I want to make you cum again…please.” He groaned and sputtered, covering his hand over hers that was stroking him to stop her. While clenching her hand in his palm, he nudged the plump head of his cock against her swollen clit, looking—gazing amorously—into her brown eyes “I want to be inside you.”
Erin titled her head to the side and softly pressed her lips to the patch of skin just below his earlobe and with her plump lips pressed to the shell of his ear she rubbed the bulbous head of his cock against her wet slit. “Mmm…” She hummed a low moan behind closed lips. When his bulbous head was covered in her slick juices, Erin positioned his cock to press firm against her tight opening. “Just breath…” She heard Sammy say softly from above her, his smooth voice coaxing her to relax as he pushed forward and her slick heat completely enveloped his throbbing erection. “Oh…God…” Her lips parted to sigh against Samuel’s skin. He fit so snug inside her. Erin rested one of her hands back on Sam’s neck, running her other hand through his messy, jet black hair.
Her fingernails dug into the surface of his skin as Samuel slowly pumped his cock inside her. His warm breath tickling her neck. She sighed feeling his face snuggled into her neck, exhaling deeply onto her skin with each thrust of his cock.
“You’re so tight..” Samuel moaned between thrusts, his head falling forward and resting against her shoulders “Are you really this tight for me?”
“Y..es” Erin replied with a noticeable hitch in her voice “Tight and wet just for you, baby” She replied with a lewd moan. Erin clenched the throbbing walls of her cunt around his hard shaft, making her pussy feel as tight as possible.
He picked up his head, sealing his lips on the front of her throat, sucking and nibbling at it with his canines. “You know…how long I’ve been thinking about this?” He grunted, his cock throbbing hard, burrowing deep inside of her. “Ever since that night I saw you in my t-shirt. I never…I never stopped wanting to taste you, make love to you. Fuck, Erin, your pussy is more magical than I imagined.” Samuel panted, feeling her pussy tremble and clench tighter around his thick shaft as he pumped between her sexy legs.
“Oh Shit, Sammy...” Erin sighed heavily. She moved one of her hands from his shoulder, sliding it over his arm until her fingers reached her hard nipples. She pinched her deep brown buds, whimpering from her own touch and Samuel’s cock pumping into her. She wasn’t sure how much longer she could take the torture of his thrusts, pumping in and out of her slick cunt and seductive allure of his words and spontaneous confession. She was tweaking her stiff buds between her fingers right as he rammed his cock inside her. “Fuck.” She gasped and his teeth nibbled softly at her skin, his words still making heat blossom up all around her skin.
Sammy’s pounding thrusts were quickly building Erin’s second release. His cock glided past her soaked lips with slippery ease, rubbing hard against her swollen clit and her nipples ached with a delicious soreness from her own pinching and tugging, making sure both buds were being teased into hardness. “Uhh…shit, Sammy..keep talking” Erin panted hard. She could feel his cock pulsing against the walls of her cunt. “You like hearing me talk?” He smirked, groaning softly against her neck. “I want to devour you, baby. Pin you down and spread your sexy legs wide while I feast on your glistening wet cunt. All day long. Just for you.” He gasped and grunted over the fast sucking noises of his cock pulling in and out of her that occupied the spacious kitchen.
His deep rough pants filled her ears as he pumped into Erin with unrelenting vigor and she slid a hand down her stomach, resting her fingers above her smooth clit. She pressed down hard on the puffy bud, rubbing it back and forth with urgency. Her body jerked hard against his the faster she played with her clit. The all too familiar signs of her rising orgasm started to bloom inside her. She could feel every throbbing muscle in her cunt tighten and twitch the closer she came to climaxing. “…fuck…yes..” Erin’s voice rose above the sounds of their smacking skin and deep grunts as her aching release shot fast and wet from her pussy, soaking Sammy’s veiny shaft while he almost simultaneously stilled between her legs and filled her insides with wave after wave. She whimpered little obscenities of approval, riding her orgasm out on his cock. Lazily dragging her arm around his neck, she pressed her lips against his ear.
Erin’s body melted against Sam’s body, with her arms already around his neck she absentmindedly ran her fingernails across his scalp and kissed the skin beneath his earlobe. She nuzzled possessively against his neck and whimpered softly when he withdrew his spent cock from between her oversensitive lips. “You came inside me...” Erin sighed softly, “That may not have been smart” she continued, smiling when his arms wrapped around her waist and pulled her tight to his chest. A gentle hand stroking down the length of her curly mane and rubbing her back help settle her breathing. “I know you’re on birth control,” He chuckled “Sorry for not warning you first.”
Comfortable silence fell in the Park household with Erin and Sammy cradling the other’s body in their arms as their laboured breaths soon turned to easy and gentle breathing.
“Hey, Erin” Samuel said lightly, the palm of his hand still stroking her back gently. She hummed in response, not bothering to pick her head up off his chest. “...I love you.”
The sides of Erin’s lips ticked upward, feeling the weight of those words cover her in a way that they never had before. Her arms fell from his neck and encircled his waist tightly, pulling his body even closer to her own.
“I love you too."