so I'm finally getting around to catching up on DBHC, and I got to Destruction (my beloved) and in part 6 in, like, the third image Etho in the bottom corner I just- like- the left half of his face still has that anger in his expression, the one he started out with, but the right half- like- he looks so scared, just, so incredibly desperate-
like, he's gone from the anger left over from Last Life and stuff and although we still see some we see him realize and how it just dawns on him that he's in danger, danger of being shut down or reset or something- but he knows he's not safe, and it just looks like some of the original (not/pre malfunctioning) Etho is leaking through, is there for that one moment of utter desperation as he realizes that he's going to be shut down
but it's so cool and still so gut-wrenching because we only see that on half his face (our left, his right), because the other half still carries that hate or anger or something- but we also see it waning, because his eye is back to just the iris being red instead of the whole thing (which might just be a "his systems are still going haywire" thing but it hurts more if it isn't and I love angst)
also, him trying (succeeding-ish) to interface with Doc at that last possible moment, that last cry for help because he knows he's not safe- the "help" and the fact it isn't "help me" because he knowshe doesn't have much time, he knows he isn't safe and is in danger and he wants to be safe and it's some last-ditch effort in his dying (eh not dying per-se but you get what I mean) moments, it just- AUGH
Shep you make me so ill (I love it, don't stop)
(ALSO ALSO I FINALLY GOT DBH AFTER YEARS OF WANTING IT (because of you, I blame you) AND I GET TO PLAY IT WOOOOOOO)
It's been so long since Destruction, but this ask had me havin' a blast going back through everything, looking at tags, etc!! I absolutely looove these breakdown asks and it makes me so incredibly happy when y'all take note of and/or point out little details (even as small as enjoying a particular expression)!! <333 Etho's expressions make me insane towards the end of Destruction because you're so right, he's still very broken and wrong and not Right, but that fear that always seems to haunt Etho comes to the surface even here when he's the most unlike himself, rising in the form of desperation and panic. UAGH. Destruction Etho you break my heart </3