So I just found out the results of a fanart competition for DC-MK and I’m kinda sad I didn’t win...I got 4th place (out of 5) and I’m just kinda down about it. Like, I gave up so much time to work on it, and I just got 4th place? I don’t know. I was hoping to win, but I knew I wasn’t that worthy--I never am, after all. But I was so excited for this competition and I kinda built my expectations up too much and now I don’t even want to enter any further art or writing competitions because the older and popular members of the forum always win (I realize I haven’t been a member for a while, but I’ve been there long enough to realize this) and it makes me not want to try,
It’s totally not their faults, of course. It’s just...disheartening and makes me want to not even try. I don’t know, I just wanted a place to ramble.












