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Dick Grayson x fem!reader wc: 2564 maddie's scribbles: imagine that you're a bird lover. bird watcher. maybe even an ornithologist. done? okay. now enjoy reading!
based on this request || part of DCember special
Dickâs sneakers squeak on the linoleum floor as he barely makes the turn in the hospital corridor. Two nurses jump back, startled from the dark-haired man frantically running from door to door, looking for someone. He almost crashes with a patient who can barely stand, supporting themselves on a crutch.
âHey, son,â a deep voice comes, followed by a big, strong hand on Dickâs shoulder. âSlow down, will ya? Wouldnât like to admit you too.â
âMyâmy girlfriend, sheââ Dick turns quickly, chest rising fast. âShe had an accident, a car knocked her from her bike, I was called, I need to findââ
âOh, so youâre Dick Grayson? I know who youâre looking for. She happens to be my patient. Iâll take you to her, alright?â
The man smiles warmly and leads the way, making Dick slow down his steps, as well as his breathing.
âIs she⌠is she okay?â
âOh, sheâs quite well. She was very lucky, her helmet saved her from an open-skull injury. But she did hit her head pretty hardâŚâ The doctor stops and puts both of his hands on Dickâs shoulders.
âI have to warn youââ the man looks Dick in the eyes with a kind of seriousness that cannot be deflected. âSheâs still in shock. We think sheâs suffering from PTA, Post-Traumatic Amnesia.â
âWhat?!â
âThe good thing is, itâs usually temporary. Her CT scans and MRIs came clear, thereâs no major trauma to her brain or other internal organs.â
âCan I see her?â
âOf course. But, remember she might be confused.â
Dickâs heart sinks low when your eyes meetâthereâs barely any recognition in yours. Thereâs a few minor cuts scattered on your face; your left side is still a little swollen, so you can barely move your head.
You look at the ink-haired man, worry twisting his face in a familiar grimace. Youâre sure you have seen him before. His name is at the tip of your tongue, itâsâŚ
âYouâre my boyfriend?â
âYes, my love. Itâs me, Dick.â He drops to his knees right next to your bed and cups your palm in his, grazing the calloused pad of his thumb over your knuckles. It feels foreign, too forward for someone you barely know and recognize. You take your hand away gently, so as to not anger the man. His jaw stiffens and his eyes drop down, but he doesnât impose touch again. Instead, he gets to the door with the speed and grace that almost surprises you.
Dick doesnât turn to you and the doctor when he asks quietly with a trembling voice, âWhen can I take her home?â
âIâd suggest tomorrow morning, just to be on a safer side.â
The man nods silently and then heâs gone, leaving you with a dull ache in your chest. Youâre still not sure who he is exactly, but you never intended to hurt him.
âHome?â You look at your doctor with wide eyes.
âYes, home. That man introduced himself as your boyfriend; I suppose you two live together.â
âMe andâ? Are you certain?â
âYou have him as your emergency contact. I know itâs still very confusing. Just give it time and youâll go back to feeling like yourself soon.â
You look away, the floor suddenly looking very interesting. Youâre playing with the hem of your duvet cover, just so thereâs something to do with your hands, when you ask, âSo⌠what now?â
The doctor smiles gently, âNow you rest, miss.â
â
âThis is us,â Dick says as heâs fumbling with the key. His hands are shaking and it makes you nervous as well. âWeâve been living here for the past year and a half.â
He opens the door and invites you in, just as if it wasnât actually your place. But you have no better option than to trust himâyou donât really have anywhere else to stay.
You step inside and immediately feel at home, even though at the same damn time you feel like youâve never been here before. The apartmentâs bathed in warm tones and your favourite shade of wood, the furniture and decorations making you smile, just a little. A collage photo set on the wall catches your eye; when you walk up you can see itâs you with him. Dick. Your supposed boyfriend.
His hand on your lower back startles you. When you turn, heâs looking at you from under thick, black lashes, eyes a little glassy, when he asks:
âDo you remember me now?â
âYou feel⌠familiar, Dickââ his name still sounds a tad foreign on your tongue, ââbut I canât recall much.â
âReally? Nothing?â
Pure sadness in his eyes weighs you down. Your mouth goes dry and you step away.
âIâno, not really. Iâm sorry.â The words barely come out.
He flops down on the sofa, covering his face with his hands. âSure. Yeah, okay.â
You flick your eyes over him and you can instantly tell heâs scared. Youâre not exactly sure how you know thatâitâs just a gut feeling.
âAre you⌠angry with me?â
âWhat? Noââ he turns his head, his jaw gritting hard. âIâm⌠Iâm sad. I just donât understand.â
âWhatâs there to understand? Youââ
âAmnesia doesnât work this way.â Dick kicks a cardboard box harder than he probably wanted, some of its content falling on the floor. He gets to his knees and starts slowly picking everything back up.
âIâm sorry.â
âItâs okay.â
âItâs not. I shouldnât have done that.â
His tone makes your throat thick and something deep inside you tells you to comfort him, so you get on your knees to help him. Your hands meet when you both reach for the same festive miniature tree and he lingers for a moment. Somehow, you wish he lingered more this time. The more stuff you hide, the more you realise those are winter holidays decorations, and instantly your mood lightens. Dick glances at you and his whole demeanor shifts as well.
âWould you like to put them up? You really love decorating the place for any and every existing holiday.â He chuckles with a soft smile that would bring you to your knees if you werenât on them already. âWe were supposed to do it yesterday, anyway. ButâŚâ
âBut I got myself flown out of my bike across the street instead.â
âYeah,â he smiles again, though a little sadder this time. âSomething like that.â
â
The sofa feels nice and soft under your weight, like itâs memorised and molded to your shape. Youâre mostly looking at the dark-haired man putting up holiday posters on the wall, but you canât help yourself from inspecting the room youâre in.Â
Everything in here feels familiar to some extent, but not enough to jog your memory. And itâs frustrating, to be honest. Itâs like you have the name of something at the tip of your tongue, at the back of your head, and youâre almost getting it, but it slips away every damn time.
Thereâs bird albums on the coffee table, along with a half-full coffee mug and a framed photo. You take the latter into your hand and study it closely. Thereâs Dick, and next to him thereâs you, hugging him with a big smile. Thereâs other people in the picture, all of whom might be your family or friends; youâre not really sure.
From the outfits and the surroundings you make out itâs a holiday get-together. A smile catches at your lips as you trace the shapes on the photo. You look happy there, and so does he. And youâd give everything in the world to know and understand that feeling now.
âSo⌠is your name really Dick?â You ask, putting the frame away.
âCorrect.â
âSeriously? Like⌠you knowâŚâ
âOh my God,â he drags a hand down his face, trying to hide a grin. Itâs definitely not the first time heâs heard it. âYes. Itâs an abbreviation from Richard.â
âIâve asked that question before, haven't I?â You chuckle at yourself and at his terrible attempt to look bothered.
âYou and many others.â
âWell,â you cross your arms, cocky smile stretching on your face in what feels like second nature, âshouldnât it be Rick though? Or Rich?â
âIt may be⌠but I like Dick.â He leans on the wall, mirroring your pose. âAnd I like your pet name even more.â
That gets you perked up. You shift forward on the couch, closer towards the man in front of you.
âCan you remind me what it is?â
âI can give you a hint; itâs a blue bird.â
You roll your eyesâthatâs too vague. There are hundreds of birds whose feathers are blue.
âFirst letter please?â
âItâs âcâ.â
âBlue bird whose name starts with a âcâ... Can I get more hints?â
âOnly if you pass me the tiny bell string lights.â
You reach into the box set up next to the sofa and stretch your arm out. Maybe by accident, or maybe not at all, he takes your hand instead of the lights. And he doesnât linger, no, he doesnât move away on purpose this time. The touch is soft, but firm; his calloused pads tracing small circles over your knuckles leave you tingling, and feeling more connected to him with every second that passes.
âSo⌠About that hintâŚâ
âAh! Right.â Dick sets up the stringlights quickly and turns them on. And itâs like they have lit your brain up, casting light on what was hiding in the shadows. âItâs a cuckoo bird.â
You ponder for a second, sticking your tongue a little out like you always do when you focus.
âIs it⌠coua? The blue coua?â
âBingo!â He laughs, and the sound is sweet like honey. âYour bird knowledge never fails to impress me.â
âWait⌠I remember!â You fly up from the sofa in an instant, excitement rushing through your veins. âI came up with it when I first saw your suit!â
âOh my God, yes!â Dick almost falls from the ladder with excitement, but he gracefully lands on both feet in front of you. âThatâs right!â He wants to catch your hand but stops short. Somehow that saddens you a little.
âAnd maybe⌠you can dig up my work name?â
âItâs uhh⌠Something-wing?â
This time, he takes your hand in his and squeezes it gently, followed by a playful wink.Â
âClose enough.â
âWhat is it then?â
âWhen's the most crime happening?â
âNightwing!â
âGood!â
Dick moves fast, already in position to hug you, but you take a half-step back, suddenly shy. So, instead, you give him a high five which doesnât land and leaves you feeling awkward.
âSo⌠Is there a reward for getting it right?â
âHow about I give you your present early, hm?â He takes your arms in his hands, rubbing them down in a soothing manner. And itâs working; all the weirdness and shyness going away with every swipe of his palms over your skin. âI have a feeling it might help you remember even more.â
You tilt your head and knit your brows. âHow so?â
âYouâll see. Wait here, please.â
He walksâno, runs into another room; must be your shared bedroom. You use this opportunity to snoop aroundâthough can it be called that if youâre just walking around your own place? Because somehow, it still feels like it.
You can hear boxes rustling, drawers opening and quiet curses from another room, and you smirkâyouâre not the only one here who doesnât remember things, apparently.
A small, wooden bookcase tucked in the corner of the room is where you decide to check first. You trace the bookspines with your finger, feeling the ridges and lettering under your tip. Thereâs mostly ornithology books, with a few criminology textbooks and detective stories tucked in between.
On the top of the cabinet thereâs a decorative bowl full of trinkets of different shapes and sizes. There are material headbands from music festivals, mussels from the seaside with just a little sand still in them, and a bunch of public transit tickets from around the world.
âFound it!â
Dick skids back into the living room, breathless, holding out a small box wrapped in cream paper with a silver ribbon tied a little crookedâlike he redid it twice and still didnât get it right. He looks nervous again, that familiar tightness around his mouth youâre starting to recognize as fear.
âThis is⌠for me?â you ask.
âFor you,â he nods. âGo on.â
You sit back down on the floor and carefully undo the ribbon, peeling the paper away. Inside is a sleek glass bottle nestled in velvet. The name printed on the label makes something twist low in your stomachâsharp and aching and close.
âI know this,â you whisper, fingers brushing over the lettering. âIâ I know this.â
Dickâs eyes soften instantly. âYeah,â he says quietly. âYou wear it a lot.â
You glance up at him. âI do?â
âAll the time,â he smiles, small and fond. âEspecially when you want to feel brave.â
Your throat tightens. âShould IâŚ?â
âSpritz it,â he encourages gently. âJust a little.â
You lift the bottle with trembling hands and press the nozzle. Once. Twice.
The scent hits you like a wave.
Itâs warmth and late nights and laughter muffled into someoneâs chest. The plush blankets and cold air and Dickâs hands steady at your waist. Itâs your laughter echoing through this apartment, bare feet on the floor, his voice calling your name like itâs something precious. Itâs loveâsudden and overwhelming and devastating in its clarity.
Your breath shudders. Then it breaks.
You sob.
It tears out of you without warning, violent and messy, your whole body folding in on itself as memories crash back all at onceâfirst dates and stupid arguments, quiet mornings tangled in sheets, the way he always smells like city air, the way he looks at you like youâre home.
âOhâ hey, heyââ Dick drops to the floor immediately, pulling you into him like itâs instinct, like heâs done this a thousand times before. âIâve got you. Iâve got you.â
You clutch his shirt with desperate hands, crying into his shoulder as everything comes rushing back too fast, too much, your heart struggling to keep up.
âI remember,â you choke. âDick, Iâ I remember.â
His arms tighten around you. You feel his breath hitch. âYeah?â he whispers, like heâs afraid the word might scare it away.
âYes,â you nod frantically. âThe balcony in BlĂźdhaven. The broken kettle. Bruce visiting and pretending not to notice we were hungover. You falling asleep on me every time you said you wouldnât and snoring into my ear.â
He laughs wetly, pressing his forehead to yours. âGod, yeah. That oneâs accurate.â
You stay there on the floor together, the apartment half-decorated around you, lights tangled and posters crooked, as you talk through memories like theyâre happening again.
âDo you remember Madrid?â you murmur.
âYes.â
âThe museum where the guard yelled at us?â
âYes.â
âThe night we stayed up till four naming birds weâd never even seen?â
He smiles into your hair. âEvery single one.â
Your breathing slowly evens out, exhaustion settling heavy and warm in your limbs. Somewhere between his heartbeat and the soft glow of the string lights, your eyes finally flutter shut.
Dick doesnât move when your weight slackens against him. He only adjusts his hold, one hand stroking soothing patterns into your back, the other cradling your head.
âWelcome back, starling,â he whispers into your hair, voice thick with love. âI missed you.â
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