Sorry, you’re not at fault
Kuro,
I know you might find this troublesome, but I’m sorry. I know you told me not to, but I couldn’t deal with it anymore. How could I remain strong? How could I hold on if my fingers kept slipping? I’m sorry, Kuro. I know you wanted something more than this. I know you wanted me to continue my life. I know how you’re feeling. I know you feel like this is your fault. It’s not. I promise you, this isn’t your fault! You protected me! You were there when no one else was! I was in your arms and now—I’m not.
I’m sorry, I won’t be there to help you through your problems anymore. I’m sorry that the last thing I said was hurtful. I’m sorry! I should’ve known better! I’m so sorry! When you found me, I felt a small spark of hope. But you didn’t do anything! I’m sorry!
You stared in horror at what you saw. You grabbed me and held me but you didn’t move. It’s okay. I forgive you. It’s okay, Kuro. You can find a new Eve, one that isn’t so troublesome.
Kuro…
“My body won't move, I feel so weak.
My life looks gray and bleak.
Everyone in this world,
Will you heed my word?
I may be breathing,
But I'm dead, I'm not living.”
I’m sorry I hid it from you. I’m sorry, but don’t take it personally! I swear, this isn’t your fault! Dammit! Kuro! Listen to me! This isn’t your fault.
Why did it have to end this way? I know you ask this question everyday you come to my grave. I watch over you, but you pay no heed. I’m sorry that I was so weak. Listen! I know why you’re scared. I know why you never wanted to have an Eve! You don’t want to lose them like you lost me.
Kuro…I’m happy now. Please, Kuro, smile for me.