July 1 2026
To stop believing in heaven
means i stop believing
In the curly red telephone chord.
I havent picked up the reciever
in over a decade,
But i clutched your blanket
Less than 2 months ago.
To believe in heaven,
Is to believe you’re waiting for me.
But it is also to believe
That a god has seperated me from you,
By choice.
Miracles have happened,
Children do survive.
Just perhaps not us.
Not both of us.
To not believe in heaven
Is to know i will never see you with my eyes
Never hold your hand or hear your voice.
Seven months was all i got with you.
