What happened?
“Oh boy,” Wade sniffed and wiped tears from his eyes. “Short version, so you don’t have to track down any rp I did with @buchananbarnes1991 ever,” Wade bit into his lip and shook his head, doing his very very best to compose himself. “I had the best shot at love with that guy, do notice I’m using past tense. Greatest love I’ve ever had. Ever felt. Kind of had some mild fuck ups from the get-go. Stole borrowed (!) his knives on more than one occation. Broke into his appartment to make sure he was safe,” that much was true. ”It’s a habit. I stopped doing it, alright?” He gave me a key. Wade glanced off to the side. “That guy is so forgiving, and so kind, and sees past all my flaws.” Wade motioned towards his face, his looks his biggest one - in his own opinion.
“I decided to travel back in time. To look out for him during the war… And I fell in love all over again, and he fell in love - and it was great. I couldn’t do any changes, even if I wanted to. Yet that’s exactly what I ended up doing. And in all of that - my present Bucky thinks I fucking up and left him, which I’m sure you’ll agree with me probably was better, right? But he didn’t deal too well… The past Bucky Serge never becomes captured by Hydra, thus remains a mortal and will die at some point. And right now, I’m stuck in the past - fourth wall breaks allowing me to see both my Bucky’s. One will die of old age, I hope - and the other one…” Wade sobbed. “FML.” he glanced up at the ceiling, fresh tears streaming down his face. “I don’t know how to fix it.”