fictkin dysphoria feels so much diffrent than the other dysphoric states I have. I can help dysphoria with "real" animals, my canine and avian identitys are easier to soothe. collar ? tail ? nest ? fluffy clothes ? flowy clothes ? bam ! im better. angelic kin is a little harder but its still doable.
HOW do i ease the dysphoria that comes from being a COOKIE. how do I cope with missing the people from source. I will NEVER get to see those people again. Penny ?? my girl ?? never again. Wolvie ?? spidey ?? BLIND AL BRO. I MISS MY OLD BLIND WOMAN.
and the dysphoria I get from my universe as deadpool is astronomical. I can't just regrow my parts and it makes me so upset, bc thats my WHOLE THING ?? and theres no way for me to have that again ?? AND MICHAEL AFTON im not ROTTING ?? and I cant have that until im dead, and like, once im dead im gone ??
this universe SUCKS and I wanna be split back into all of my other ones 😕
friendly reminder doubles dni [deadpool, strawberry crepe cookie, squid ink cookie, michael afton, bolt]