#deadpoolsbitch

[akutatchi-moved]

1 7 12 and 28 for the oc questions

ahh oh man thank you haha ! ;w;

1. Your first OC ever? ffff like i barely remember?? i know i made some a long while back in like 2011 or smth but i dont have the notebook i wrote their stuff down in anymore and dfhudhuid SO i’ll just say my first oc is sid! well he kinda is cuz he’s my first well developed oc haha

7. Are your OCs part of any story or stories? hmm i have been trying to make a story thats all cool and elaborate but....like i rlly love modern settings more?? theyre my favorite type of setting and fantasy, while i like it in increments, is really hard to expand on for someone who doesnt enjoy reading too much u know? so i cant pick up on all these other things i could incorporate and all that...if that makes sen se

12. Name an OC that isn't yours but who you like a lot. uuhhh ma n iddkkkkk there are a lot of ocs i really like that are in the monster boy tag i think maybe these guys here ?. 

28. Your most dangerous OC? fuck uuuuhhhh probably sid to an extent, and then michio ?

[akutatchi-moved]

1, 7, 12 and 22

aaahh thank you! ;u;

1. if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read,watch, and listen to? uuhh oh man hhhhhh i guess for books maybe ‘where the red fern grows’,’charlotte’s web’, and ‘dead space: martyr’ (NOT MUCH OF A REad er tbh). watch? oh man all three kung fu panda movies, pacific rim, all three pirates of the caribbean ones. liSTEN is probs the hardest one here i’ll just link some songs: x x x x 

7. do you care about your ethnicity? hmm yeah i think so! in the past i didnt care at all for my heritage and stuff and actually wanted to detach myself from it but recently ive started to embrace and want ti learn more about my culture and stuff!

12. dog person or cat person? definitely a dog per son

22. list the top five things you spend the most time doing, in order. drawing, listening to music, crying over luna, reading yaoi/bl, taking luna out for her walks 

[stonevessel]

Mixtape: Summer Bonfire

Summer Bonfire

1. Figuring it Out - SWMRS

2. Mabu - PUP

3. Penninsula - Dinosaur Pile-Up

4. D’You Have a Car? - SWMRS

5. Fourth of July - Fall Out Boy

[akutatchi-moved]

deadpoolsbitch replied to your post “deadpoolsbitch replied to your post:all these articles resonating...”

Like I said you can experiment, tell maybe 1 or 2 people about it , maybe have them call you he/him pronouns and see how you feel about hearing them? Some people don't know about their gender later in life and it doesn't make you any less just because you just started questioning it. Reading up is helpful and ask questions and hear experiences. Sometimes you will find someone experienced the same exact thing you did and they can help you figure out what to do next

thank you ;; like you suggested i changed my pronouns on here as a start but i’ll probably ask a few friends to call me by he/his too..

y eah yeah im gonna spend lots of time looking things up and searching and asking questions and who knows maybe i will find someone out thee like me too ;-;

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deadpoolsbitch replied to your post:all these articles resonating deeply with me about...

You don’t have to decide now if you are or aren’t, you can decide to go by the label of being trans and if a few months or years from now you decide your cis, that’s totally ok. If you feel that you are trans then you are. It took me around 4 years and I’m still deciding what I am, it’s ok to experiment with your gender you know? Just do what makes you comfortable and happy

that does take a load off my shoulders but ive felt this way a majority of my life and its only just recently that its clicked as to why and like...idk i know what i am but im too scared to accept it?? if that makes sense ffgg

thank you though your words put a part of myself to ease ; ;

[onionrocket]

BKAZ for the ask thing

first of all how dare

B: A pairing–platonic, romantic or sexual–that you initially didn’t consider, but someone changed your mind.me in a small whisper: skull/v….

K: What character has your favorite development arc/the best development arc?favorite vs the best….favorite: kazbest: solid probably

(did A already)

Z: Just ramble about something fan-related, go go go!I REALLY WANT MORE COLLECTIVE FANDOM DRAWING EVENTSstyle swap was so fun….

[akutatchi-moved]

LMAO for ask thing

thank you!

L - Say something genuinely nice about a character who isn’t one of your faves. 

uhhh i dk iwaizumi is . ..  a good pe rson

M - Name a character that you’d like to have for a friend. 

HMMM im not sure haha maybe like, kuroo from hq?

A - Ships that you currently like a lot. (They don’t have to be OTPsbecause not everyone has OTPs.) Friendships, pairings, threesomes,etc. are allowed. 

amon//eki ; ushi//oi ; kuro//tsuki ; gy//jo 

O - Choose a song at random. Which ship or character does it remind you of?

melted-akdong musician and i thought of my octp fay/sid ddfhdj

[onionrocket]

heres an easy one, your opinion on Kaz's character

!!!! !! ! I hope you were expecting some long happy ranting from me because !!!!! kaz!!

the fact that he starts off as this joyous, wide eyed, loyal to the end, determined without question kind of guy… during peace walker days, he’s a pain in the ass. flirtatious, cunning, calculative. he does some shady shit along the way on the business side—but it’s all for the cause, of course. and then he slips up. mb goes down, and all that work vanishes in an instant. and he becomes so broken, clinging to ideals long lost years ago. beating himself up over things that can’t change. he becomes stubborn and careless, doing everything in his power to rebuild what he lost by his own terms. and to an extent, he does, but it’s not the same, and he knows that and hates it. he’s still gets a little cheerful from time to time (like in the backup, back down mission! “sorry reds, that belongs to diamond dogs now B)”), but it’s momentary…

and then there’s the master miller days. i could write a whole extra paragraph on that.

i just… [clenches fists] i love him so much. he’s a fantastic character. but you already knew that. ( ‘υ`*///)