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[atsuia666]

Malditos Sonhos

Por algum motivo eu fui a procura de um terno, encontrei uma loja no centro de uma cidade que por sinal, parecia ser muito grande.

Perguntei a média do preço dos ternos completos, o vendedor que parecia um asiático, respondeu calmamente: "- O menor preço é R$1.000" , eu olhei pra ele e disse que ia escolher alguns. Mas o interessante, é que eu sabia que não conseguiria pagar os ternos, pois eu não tinha esse dinheiro todo. Após escolher e provar alguns, falei que ia levar, ele começou a embalar tudo e disse que deu R$5.200, mas que deixaria por R$5.000. Eu perguntei se ele aceitava cartão, ele disse que não. Então eu abri minha mochila para pegar o dinheiro e quando eu tirei a mão de dentro da mochila, atirei 5 vezes no vendedor.

Acordei.

[preydelusion]

coming out as a lesbian -> oh maybe i am actually a switch i just didn’t want to dom men because that required agency more than just being desired -> fuck i need to buy a strap

[preydelusion]

running into your friend at a sex party. they didn’t tell you they’d be here. the collar around their neck still gleams with the polish you gave it last week.

you make yourself scarce for a while, throwing a glance their way every couple of minutes to track their movements through the space. wait until they’re loosened up enough, had a couple shots. you sidle up the them at the bar.

“nice outfit, sweetheart.” their ass was barely covered and you brush a hand under the ruffles of the lace bloomers they’re wearing. “can i buy you a drink?”

it takes a second for them to fully react to your presence, infection-close and full of barely-held-back desire, but when they do, it is beautiful. you can see the rules unfold in their mind.

say yes.

reveal nothing about before.

play along.

[kiastirling]

So one of my teeth just broke. Molar, top left. Like this big chunk just came off.

And I can't say I'm surprised 'cause the filling came off like 2 years ago. And (spoiler alert) I'm poor and uninsured and can't afford to get any dental work done so naturally it got worse. But it's still distressing and bad and now my mouth feels weird but I know poking the spot is a bad idea.

So on top of all my other issues that need to get checked out eventually - how every joint has taken its turn at hating me, emotional stuff, wisdom teeth trying to come in through the roof of my mouth, etc - I also have this broken tooth that's going to just fuck with me until it gets patched up or pulled. Fabulous.

And don't say "just brush your teeth" 'cause no freaking duh. But my teeth are genetically bad - they're big and squished tightly together on my rather small jaw and have extra points and thin enamel and... and it's really mostly just bad genes that make my teeth awful. My dad had dentures at 32.

[kiastirling]

Bought an Xbox 360 today. Using it to watch Thumbelina on netflix. No regrets.

[butterflyult]

ok sleep time

[butterflyult]

i havent even watched episode 3 with the subs yet

[butterflyult]

the thong song