You never showed up, and now, after looking at the newspapers I understand why. I don't imagine you will receive this letter but I nonetheless must send it. Arthur, oh, Arthur. I was just starting to dream the silliest and softest of dreams. I miss you, and I will always miss you but I cannot live like that, and it seems you cannot live any other way.
When I'm with you, the world makes sense; but when we are apart, I see clearly that your world is not a world from which one can escape. I'm so sorry, for everything, for everything long ago and for starting up that business again. You've broken my heart, again, and I fear I have broken yours.
For that, I will never forgive myself but you must let me go now. I enclose a ring you gave me many years ago, when we were both young, not because I don't like it, but because I care for it far too much and it reminds me too much of you. I hope, one day... you will find some people in love who can use this, for it kept me thinking of you all these years, and I hope by returning it to you I can finally be free.
flowers used and their meaning:
- Hyacinth: sadness and mourning
-Chrysanthemums: mourning
- Yellow Carnations: disappointment
- Bleeding Heart: heartbreak
- Oleander Sage: not a real plant. it’s used for poison in the game
i have not played the game, but that rolls around in my head constantly, and i decided to do something with it. My friend who has played the game helped me work out some of the details and gave me the idea to add in the Oleander. i also felt that the low honor line fit better with this.