Dear Chan 💌
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7/17/2019 - 9:16pm
Dear Chan,
Hello! My name’s Kaede. I uh, I don’t exactly know what to write about.
Last weekend my family and I went out to another city a couple hours away from Sydney to camp- er- I’m not sure if it could be considered camping though. The place we stayed was right next to a beach, and there was a bunch of rocks you could walk along next to it. I was the only one who really went very far on them; it was really nice and peaceful. I stayed there for a while, the only sound was the waves and the sun was setting at the time, so the sky was a really beautiful colour.
Nothing bad happened to me this week, which I’m glad for. I’ve been stressing a tiny bit over how many things I should be writing, but NCT is having a lot of come-backs, and you guys are also putting out a lot of content, so it’s been hard to keep up with all that along with my interests like drawing, reading and writing. I’ve been managing somehow, but haven’t been watching as much of your content, and I know you’re probably okay with that, since you wouldn’t want me to be stressed.
I just want to say that you’re really incredible. The things you and the rest of Stray Kids do is amazing, the things you write about are beautiful. I know it sounds really weird, but about two years ago my mental state wasn’t great. I had really low self-esteem, I thought I was fat and ugly...I used to have horrible social anxiety, depression and insomnia too. Here’s the weird part, since getting into kpop, all of it has gotten a lot better. I’ve stopped doing any form of self-harm and my mental health is in a really good state. I wanted to thank you, the rest of skz and all the other kpop groups I stan for that.
School starts soon, and I'm not really looking forward to it, but what can you do? I just need to suck it up I suppose.
I definitely want to get a request I got finished this week! I’ll probably finish it soon anyway. I also want to finish the first chapter of this fic I’ve been working on. It’s going to be longer than my others hopefully, and I think people will really like it. Hmmm, since I’m only writing this letter to you in theory, I’ll tell you that you have a role in the fic and it...uh- I don’t want to give any spoilers if any of my followers are reading this but yes! It’s an important role~
Hmmm, that’s all, I think. Thank you; and goodbye!
- Kaede ♥
