Feb 2, 2018
IM ACREAMING
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IM ACREAMING
Dear Chase,
Well, we've reached 36 weeks as of today. Hard to believe it's gone by so fast. It's hard to believe you'll be here so soon. Four weeks isn't a long time, even though it feels like it is. I just want you to know, I'm looking forward to being your momma. I love you so much already, I can't imagine loving you more. But I will.
Dear Chase,
You have the hiccups right now. And it is hilarious and adorable even though I can't actually see you hiccuping. Although the fact you started moving around a lot tells me you're not anywhere near as amused by them as I am. Sorry, little guy. They'll go away.
Dear Chase,
As time gets closer and closer to when you'll be here, I find myself looking at all your stuff. I imagine what it's going to be like to see you laying in your pack and play, sitting in your bouncy seat, wearing your little clothes. I wonder what it's going to be like to hold you and kiss your little face. I wonder what it's going to really be like to be able to tell you that I love you face to face. I wonder what it's going to be like to feed you. I wonder what it's going to be like to let your daddy feed you. I wonder what it's going to be like to rock you to sleep and to put you to bed. I wonder what it's going to be like to change your diaper, and to be peed on. I've changed plenty of diapers before, but I'm sure it's different when it's your own baby. I wonder what it will be like to see your daddy with you. To see him holding you, feeding you, changing you, rocking you. I wonder what it will be like to see your grandparents with you. I wonder how each of them will react. It's funny how I've been pregnant for 32 weeks and right now is when I'm starting to wonder about all these things. I guess it's really starting to sink it at this point. You'll be here soon, and I won't have to wonder anymore. And I can't wait. I love you so much, Chase. And I am so ready to be your momma.
Dear Chase,
I understand you don't like it when I lay on my left side for whatever reason, but after a while my right hip starts to really hurt. So I need you to calm down, and know that I will roll back over when it stops hurting. Geez, son.
Dear Chase,
You look just like your daddy! You have his nose, his lips, his face, his everything! You are so beautiful! I am so in love with you little boy! I have never seen a more precious baby in my life than the one I saw during our 3D ultrasound today (that would still be you). I cannot WAIT until you're here with us and I can see your face again! We love you SO MUCH! P.S. You got my cute little smirk. You're welcome.
Dear Chase,
I am so excited to have our 3D ultrasound on Tuesday. I can't wait to actually see your little face. It's going to be crazy. I wonder if you're going to look like me, your daddy, or if you'll be a mix of the two of us. Daddy is excited to see you, too. And he gets to pick the stuffed animal we get that they put your heart beat in (if they let us pick it, that is). I am so ready to see your face!
Dear Chase,
I can't wait to see your daddy with you. It's going to be so amazing. He's going to be the best daddy ever.