Sep 27, 2019
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Source: kangdot0426
Dear Daesung,
I just found out that my ex - well he's not really my ex since nothing was ever "official". But there were feelings involved and everyone in the library/on our course thought we were together. Whatever. He feels like an ex - may have a new girlfriend. They're going to Amsterdam together, which is not exactly the most PG place, and I can't help but feel jealous. I don't think I ever really got over him. He's had another girlfriend since Uni, and yeah okay I was upset then too, but this one has really unsettled me. It's been over half a decade. Surely I should've been able to forget him? I'm being irrational. I genuinely want him to be happy. He deserves it. Tangent: So do you, Daesung, by the way. I may be a crazy fangirl and I may fantasise about meeting you, and being able to call you mine, but in reality I want you to be happy. I want you to fall in love with an amazing girl who genuinely deserves you. As a fan, I want you to be happy. He deserves to be happy. He deserves to find love. He deserves it all. When I found out, I immediately switched into crazy stalker mode until I realised what I was doing and stopped myself. I have no right to feel jealous. Or upset. But I can't help but feel sad. My heart hurts again. It doesn't help that he's been popping up in my dreams the last few nights.. What to do..?