Dear Dollie | part sixteen.
It’s Dollie’s birthday, gator gets to meet some of your friends & Dollie gets a card from someone she doesn’t know.
Soft Gator, excited Dollie, sociable miss 🤣 smut 18+ Falling in love 🥹
“Can ya help?” Gator huffs as the tape sticks to his fingers, he’s spent the last hour sat on the floor trying to wrap up all of her gifts while you blow up balloons.
“Of course” you smile tying the balloon before sitting down next to him, he slides the stuff towards you watching as you wrap the gift with ease.
“Shit, wanna swap jobs?” He sighs, feeling defeated by the wrapping. You nod, smile pressed to your lips as you make your way through the presents.
“So who’s coming tomorrow?”
“Uh, whoever ya invited” gator scoffs, he had no one to invite. He’d never thrown a birthday party for Dollie before, he’d just take her out somewhere for the day but this year you’d convinced him to hold one at the house.
But you’d been up all night booking local people to bring animals for the children to pet, studying pintrest for activities you could make for them.
Gator didn’t like the idea of people knowing where they lived, strangers in his house but when he saw the sparkle in Dollie’s eyes when you’d mentioned it he knew he’d have to get over that fear very quickly.
“Oh, just a few friends and kids then” you smiled over at him “it’ll be nice for you to meet them, you’re great with kids”
“I’m great with doll, that’s it”
“Gator” you get up off the floor walking over to where he sat “you’re not as bad as you think, you know” you kiss the top of his head. “Don’t you have any experience with kids?” He looked up at you, confused expression on his face. Of course he did, Dollie.
“Well, I’ve kept her alive for almost six years”
“I got twin sisters” he shrugged, your mouth dropped open.
“What?! You never told me that!” You bounce down next to him on the sofa “so twins run in your family? Imagine two Dollie’s” you teased as he laughed at you, eager to move the conversation away from this. He didn’t want to pull you into this part of his life.
You move closer to him on the sofa, letting your head rest against his shoulder.
“I’m excited for tomorrow, she’s gonna love it” you turn to smile up at him, he didn’t look as excited as you were “I got someone to bring chicks!”
“Hope so” he mumbled, you climbed into his lap to look at him. His big eyes looking tired from the full day of work followed by shopping for all of the party supplies.
“Of course she will” you kissed his lips once, but it didn’t take long until he was chasing your lips again. Hands squeezing your ass as his lips crashed against yours, wet, desperate, sloppy kisses.
“We need to finish this off” you sighed as you pulled away.
“It can wait, pretty girl” gators lips land against yours again, his hands pulling at the bottom of your shirt to get it off “cmon” he groaned into your mouth “ya want it too”
It didn’t take long for you both to be naked on the sofa, you on your back with your legs pushed into your chest so gator could bury himself as deep as possible.
“Fuck, feels so good” he groaned as his head fell back, eyes closed “oh god, yer so fuckin tight”
You were still half out of it from the first time you cum, gator slamming into you as he praised the way your pussy felt around him.
The tip of his cock slamming against the perfect spot inside of you, second orgasm pending but gator was still chasing his first.
“Harder” you cried out as your legs came to rest against his shoulders “fuck, gator, harder”
“Fuck, fuck,fuck!” Gator groaned as he slammed against you, second orgasm washing over you as you cried out.
The feeling of you fluttering around his cock pulling gators finish out of him.
“Oh fuck, pretty” he flopped down on you, breathing ragged as your legs still trembled wrapped around him now.
He rolled off you, squashing you into the side of the sofa as he wrapped his arm around you.
“S’not jus sex” he mumbled as he looked at the ceiling “fer me, anyway”
You looked at him, heart fluttering away in your chest but you’d been burned by him before. Did you really want to tell him you felt the same way? Could you really trust him yet?
You rested your head against his chest, his arms wrapped around you as kissed the top of your head.
“It’s my birthday!!!!!” Dollie squealed as she ran into the front room where you and gator sat waiting for her, her eyes lighting up as she looked at the balloons scattered around the room.
“Happy birthday Dollie dot” gator grinned as he scooped her up, placing six kisses across her face “yer such a big girl now, how old are ya? 10?”
Dollie laughed as she pushed her little hands against his face to push him away.
“Silly daddy, I’m six!” She beamed as she looked at him.
“Happy birthday sweet girl” you wrapped your arms around the both of them, your little family.
Gator placed her down on the floor, watching as she raced over to her gifts clapping her hands.
“Can i open them now daddy?”
You sat down on the sofa next to gator as you watched Dollie make her way through the mountain of presents. It seemed too much, but gator was the only person she had in life. No one else would be sending her presents or even a card.
“Wow!! Daddy look!” Dollie held out the squishy cat teddy towards his face, gator acted shocked like he wasn’t the one who got it her.
“She’s happy” you sighed smiling as you turned to gator “you did this”
Gator looked at you, eyes soft. Your compliment going straight to his heart, the only person to ever compliment him on his parenting was you. And it was the biggest compliment of all.
“Ya did ya fair share” he smiled “ya made her happy the day ya walked in here”
Your heart fluttered in your chest before you turned your attention back towards Dollie who was still grinning with joy, holding out every gift she unwrapped towards you both.
“So happy daddy! Best day ever!” She squealed as she jumped up holding her new horse out towards him, you collected all of the wrapping off the floor in a bag.
“Good” gator smiled “go get ya party dress on, ya new friends will be here soon”
Dollie raced out of the room excited to wear her new dress.
“Tara!” You almost squealed as you pulled the door open, the first guest to arrive being your best friend. “Come in”
“Here” Tara grinned as she held the gift bag out towards you “for the birthday girl”
Tara waved her hand towards you to dismiss your words, you placed the bag down on the side before holding your arms out towards her.
Tara laughed as she passed the chunky baby boy into your arms, you placed a kiss to his head as gator walked into the room.
“Oh perfect, Tara this is gator” you smiled “gator this is Tara”
“Hey! Nice to meet you” Tara grinned as she pulled him into a hug, you smirked as gator tensed up shooting you a look.
“And this” you stepped closer to gator leaning the baby towards him “is Tommy! Isn’t he a dream!” Gator smiled as he looked between you and the baby, he placed his finger in the babies outstretched hand.
“Hey man” gator cooed, your heart melting at the sight.
“I’m gonna take him to meet Dollie” you smiled at Tara, she nodded giving you the go ahead before you walked away leaving gator stood awkwardly with Tara.
“So what’s the deal with you guys?”
Gator exhaled as he looked at her, he didn’t know how much she knew.
“Jus..livin together” he shrugged as she smiled at him, she knew.
“And raising your daughter together, seems more than living together” she grinned at him “she’s a great girl gator, one of a kind” Tara rested her hand against gators arm as she looked at him.“Sometimes we have to push through the worries to get to the good things”
“So don’t let a good thing slip away”
Gator didn’t expect Tara to play match maker, they’d only just met. But she was your friend, what had you said about him to make her think this?
“Not even sure she’d want that” gator scoffed.
“What?” Tara laughed looking at him like he’d just said the most stupid thing ever.
“Don’t think she wants a relationship” he shrugged “think she’s happy with how things are”
“Come on now, gator” Tara sighed, but her expression was soft “I know you’re not as stupid as you look”
Gator raised his eyes as he looked down at her, the smirk playing at her lips.
“M’not stupid” gator mumbled.
“Stop acting it then” Tara giggled as she linked her arm through his “let’s go find her”
The rest of the guests came and gator looked awkward meeting every single one of them, he’d clung to your side pretty much the whole time.
“Daddy look” Dollie held out the tiny chick in her hands, gator crouched down next to her giving her all of his attention “can we keep it?”
“Uh, no I don’t think so” he laughed as he looked from the chick to her, her big eyes staring at him with her lips pouted.
Dollie squealed as she ran back towards the group of kids sat around the chicks.
“You really stood your ground there” you teased as you stood next to him, chubby baby placed against your hip.
Gator let out a breathy laugh, arm looping around your waist.
“Hmmm” you teased as you laughed letting your head fall against him “so, what do you think? Of my friends?”
You scoff as you look at him, the smirk he was giving you.
“This one’s the best” gator grabbed tommys foot, stroking his thumb over the bottom of it as Tommy giggled “shit, best sound ever”
“Are you getting soft over a baby?” You giggle as you look at him.
“I think so” gator laughed, your eyes meeting for a moment, oh god you wanted to kiss him. Right here in front of all of your friends, gators eyes fell from your eyes to your lips before moving back to your eyes. Something warm washing over him, he wanted to pull you into him.
“Can I have my baby back?” Tara laughed as she looked at you, smirking noticing the moment unfolding between you and gator.
“Nooooo” you teased as you held Tommy close to you.
“Get your own!” Tara teased as she pulled him from your arms, shooting you a knowing look. You roll your eyes at her, turning back to gator.
“Get your own?” He laughed as he looked at you “that somethin ya want?”
You shrug as you look at him, butterflies flickering through your body.
“Can tell” he scoffed “wormed ya way into my house to take my daughter”
“Hey!” You laughed as you slapped your hand against his chest, gator laughed as his hand held onto your wrist.
Eyes meeting again, gator looked at the soft smile on your lips as you looked at him. His hand moved to rest against your cheek.
Your stomach was turning, realisation hitting you that this wasn’t just for the sex, it never was. Fuck, you wanted HIM.
“I better go check on everyone..” you nervously smiled at him, tension in the air getting too much for you to handle.
Gator nodded pulling his hand away, disappointed look on his face he tried to hide with a smile.
You walked away to chat with some of your friends as gator watched you go, heart beating rapidly.
“I like your baby” Dollie smiled as she stroked her hand over Tommy’s leg “he’s soft”
“He likes you too” Tara smiled as Tommy grabbed onto Dollie’s hand, Dollie giggled and your heart was about to explode.
Dollie’s eyes settled on tommys face, her tiny finger stroking down his nose.
“He’s a lot more grumpy” Tara laughed but Dollie didn’t hear her, all of her attention on Tommy.
“I know” you smiled softly at her.
Gator walked into the kitchen to grab another beer and hopefully avoid everyone for a few minutes, the party was going really well but he didn’t do people. Especially not this many in one place.
“Are you hiding?” You smile as you walk in behind him “because same” you laugh as he turns towards you beer pressed to his lips.
“Yeah” he scoffed, chest tightening as you step right into his space.
His eyes follow you as you pull the beer from his hands taking a sip, gators thumb gently rubbed across your bottom lip to remove the drip that escaped you.
“Messy girl” he teased, but his voice was low. Like his mind was somewhere else, it was. You were the most beautiful woman he’d ever seen, living in his house, playing mama to his daughter.
“You love it” you smirk up at him, placing the beer on the counter. Gators arms loop around your waist pulling you closer to him, he felt like a teenager again. Butterflies flooding him, wanting to kiss you.
He’d kissed you many times, he’d been inside you, but whatever this was today felt different. It felt like if he kissed you right now, it would be your first kiss.
It felt like it held something, not just friends, not just lust.
“Shit” gator sighed thinking out loud as he let his forehead fall and land against yours softly, nose brushing yours, your breath hitting his lips.
Gators hands stroked up and down your back, shit shit shit, this felt more than two people who live together and fuck.
“Want ya” gator whispered, lips brushing against yours as he spoke.
You giggle, hand resting against his chest.
“Too many people around” you whisper back, pressing your lips to his softly. A shiver running through you, the tension killing you once again.
Gator shook his head, lips chasing yours to pull you back into a kiss. One of your hands rested against his cheek, the other sat at the back of his neck as he deepened the kiss. A soft groan fell from him as your tongue brushed over his, his hands squeezing your hips.
“Not like tha” he said between kisses. Fear flickered through your body, fear because you wanted that too. But you’d lost everything because of this man, not to forget he’d literally murdered his ex.
You still needed to talk to him about that, it shouldn’t have been such a short conversation. You stroked your thumb across his cheek as you continued to kiss him, his body melting into yours hands moving to your ass.
“Please, baby” you took the words in your mouth, swallowing them down so you could pretend they never happened.
“You don’t want this, gator” you bit down on his bottom lip, he gasped as he pulled you closer.
“Never wanted anythin more”
He wasn’t giving up, he knew what he wanted and he knew you wanted it too. He just needed to break down the walls that you’d built up around him.
The rest of the afternoon breezed by, gators eyes stayed on you the whole time. You almost felt nervous under his gaze.
Gator found himself talking to some of the partners of your friends, you watched as he laughed and got lost in the conversation.
It felt so good to see him socialising, he looked so good when he laughed.
“Shall we do the cake?” You smiled as you walked towards him, pulling him from the conversation he was having.
He followed you back into the kitchen, you pulled open the cupboard getting the glittery ‘6’ shaped candle before placing it into the cake.
Gator watched as you lit it, turning to face him.
“Did ya make it?” His eyes were wide as he looked down at the cake, clearly homemade but perfect for Dollie.
It was pink, fondant horses placed across the top with her name piped on perfectly.
“Yeah, shit is it okay? I can take the horses off” you panic hand moving towards the cake.
“No” his hand grabbed onto yours “it’s fuckin perfect” his voice was soft, he couldn’t believe you’d done this for her.
You smiled softly at him, he looked down at the cake smiling.
“What?” You laughed as you watched gator pull his phone out of his pocket.
“Hold it up” he pointed the phone in your direction, you felt your cheeks flushing as you picked up the cake holding it in front of you as you smiled.
Gator took the photo quickly before burying his phone back in his pocket, avoiding looking at you. A blush appearing against his cheeks too.
You walk the cake out to Dollie who to your surprise had baby Tommy sat on her lap with the help of Tara, you started to sing as you got closer, gator following behind you recording it.
Tara lifted Tommy off Dollie’s lap as she grinned looking at the cake before looking round at everyone singing to her, the twinkle in her eyes letting you know forcing gator to throw her a party was the right move.
“Make a wish, baby” gator called from behind you as he moved the phone closer to her.
Dollie closed her eyes, taking her time to make her wish before she blew out the candles. Her eyes wide when everyone clapped, you smiled as you watched it all unfold.
“Thank you for coming! You repeated as everyone passed you as they left, arms wrapping around them. “Oh baby” you cooed as you squeezed Tommy placing a kiss to his chubby cheek before begrudgingly handing him back to Tara.
“Don’t let this slip away” she whispered in your ear as she hugged you “he seems good for you”
You sigh as you look at her, rolling your eyes once again.
“Bye gator!” Tara grinned as she pulled him into a hug again, he wrapped his arms around her this time realising she isn’t the threat he expected her to be.
“Don’t forget what I said” she giggled as she pulled away from him.
“Good day doll?” Gator asked as he ran his hands through her hair.
“I loved it! Best birthday ever!” She giggled as she flopped back against the sofa “I love you daddy”
Gators heart fluttered at her words, it always felt like he was hearing them for the first time every time she said it.
“Love ya more, Dollie girl” he pulled her into his lap, fingers twisting in her curls as she rested against him exhausted from the day.
“Where’s ya chick?” Gator asked as he looked down at her, she lifted her blanket gently to uncover the tiny chick “oh” gator laughed as he looked at her.
“Can it sleep in my bed, daddy?”
Gator exhaled as he looked down at the tiny chick, he really hadn’t thought this through before agreeing.
“Have ta leave it in the barn tonight baby, we can sort it tomorrow”
“No!” Dollie gasped as she looked up at him, blanket covering the tiny chick again to hide it.
“We could put it in a box tonight? With some food? Keep it in your room if that’s okay with daddy” you offer as you smile at them both.
“Yes! Pleasepleasepleaseeeee daddy” Dollie sat up now, looking into his eyes.
“Fine” gator sighed as he kissed the top of her head.
“Yaaaay!” Dollie squealed, jumping up to run towards the boxes in the kitchen that once contained her gifts.
“Pushover” you teased as you looked at him, he smirked but didn’t respond. He knew you were right, there wasn’t much he’d ever say no to when it came to his Dollie girl. That was the way he liked it.
You sat on the floor in Dollie’s room watching as gator helped her set up the box for her chick, a wave of sadness washing over you as you thought of the memories of Dollie with the class hamster.
“What ya think?” Gator asked as he smiled at her, her little dimples showing as she grinned back at him.
“Good job daddy, perfect!”
Dollie pulled the blanket off the little chick before placing it inside the box, gator picked the box up and placed it on her bedside table.
“Good idea daddy, I can keep an eye on him!”
“Full of em, doll” he laughed making you laugh, his eyes meeting yours before you bashfully look away.
Oh god, this man. This man and his daughter had such a hold on you.
“Get in then” gator patted the bed and Dollie pouted, you smirked as you watched how this was about to unfold “Dollie..”
“It’s my birthday!” She tried as she pouted again at him, hands on her hips now.
“But you’ve had such a busy day Dollie girl!” You interrupted as you walked over to her, tickling her making her giggle “need your sleep incase the chick needs you in the night!”
Dollie gasped as she looked at you, like everything you said just made sense.
Gator shook his head as you smirked at him, Dollie climbing into the bed next to him.
“Clever girl mama” Dollie yawned as she stretched her arm around gators chest to hold him. “I liked my new friends”
“Ya did?” Gator smiled softly, his hand smoothing her hair down.
“Mhmmm and baby Tommy” she giggled “I want a baby Tommy” she sighed.
“Ya got ya baby dolls, doll”
“Baby Tommy is…squishy” she giggled as she squeezed at gators tummy “squishy like daddy”
Gator tutted at her swiping her hand away before laughing at her.
“Get some sleep, birthday girl” gator kissed the top of her head.
“Night baby girl” you whispered “hope you had the best day” you kiss the top of her head before walking out of the room, leaving gator to settle her.
You picked the envelope up off the doormat, a card for Dollie.
Maybe someone gator forgot about, your heart warmed a little at the thought of someone out there also loving her enough not to forget her special day.
You placed the envelope down on the kitchen counter so you could give it to gator when he returned back downstairs, you cleaned the house as you waited for him.
You packed the left over food into boxes, placing them in the fridge. Maybe gator would want to take them to work with him tomorrow, you thought about Tara’s words.
She was right, what you had here, with gator was special.
You turned around, arms wrapping around his waist.
“Hey” you place a kiss against his chest, gator exhales as his arms wrapped around you “successful birthday?”
“Yeah” he scoffed “hard work, but good” gators head rested ontop of yours “thanks fer everythin”
“You’re welcome, oh” you point towards the envelope on the counter “this was here when I came down” you smiled at him.
Gator loosened his grip on you, eyes locked onto the envelope as his stomach turned.
He walked over to the counter, eyes wild as he looked down at the envelope.
Gator felt like he could throw up on the spot, he recognised the hand writing straight away.
How? How did he find him? How did he know about Dollie? How did he know it was her birthday?
Gator pulled open the envelope hands shaking as you watched him.
Gator pulled out the card from the envelope, a pink card with a big 6 on the front, that’s all. Maybe gator was wrong, maybe it was Jenny off reception at work.
He was just panicking, it could be anyone’s hand writing.
He exhaled as his nerves started to settle, his eyes flicking to yours offering you a small smile to reassure you.
He opened the card, you watched as all the colour drained from his face. A strangled sound coming from his throat as he dropped the card onto the counter.
He didn’t say anything, didn’t even look over at you before he raced up the stairs.
You looked down at the card, stomach turning. It was a kids birthday card, what could be so bad about it?
You opened the card and quickly realised this card wasn’t for Dollie, it was sent as a threat disguised as a birthday card.
Was all that was written inside.
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