Back on track, you and Steve have an awkward encounter one night leading to him feeling guilty and you feeling ashamed and the situation spiralling out of control.
Teeny tiny bit of dry humping, female masturbation, male masturbation (In the same bed), angst, mean Steve, Little bit of manipulative Steve, Virgin reader, Cheating. Part three 18+
You were furious, the more you thought about it the more the anger bubbled away inside you. The way he dodged your kiss? He’d never done that, why would he? Did one argument cause the love you have for each other to just disappear? That’s the way he made you feel.
You lay on your bed looking up at the ceiling, tears finally dried up leaving your face feeling tight. You felt hurt, betrayed by him almost. You grabbed the phone off the side angrily stabbing your fingers into the buttons as your heart raced in your chest.
“Hello?” His tone was cold, you could hear it in his voice that he wasn't happy. Maybe it was because of what had happened, maybe it was because he knew it would be you calling.
"It's me" You sighed as you rolled onto your back, phone pressed up against your face as you waited for him to reply, Hoping he'd sound happier once he heard your voice.
“What’s up?" He asked, tone just as cold.
“So why are you calling?” His response shocked you, tears started to build against your lashes again as you bit down on your lip trying to stay quiet.
"I just.. I didn't like how we left things earlier, it's not us" you reply, barely above a whisper. You hear him sigh, silence for a few seconds before he finally replied.
"Yeah, me either" His voice finally softened, soothing something in you without even knowing it "Come over, I don't wanna do this over the phone"
“Fine, I'm coming" You sighed as you slam the phone down, heart beating rapidly in your chest.
The door swung open and Steve was standing in front of you with both hands on his hips, the bitchy expression on his face let you know this wasn't going to be an easy fix.
You brushed past him, kicking your shoes off as he closed the door. Both of you moving in silence as you made your way up to his room, Steve following behind you.
"Why did you avoid my kiss?" You asked, eyes moving up to lock with his.
"That's what all of this is about?" He sighed standing in front of you "You know I'm seeing Anna, we need to stop the kisses"
"We've always done the kisses Steve! It's our thing!" you snap at him "It doesn't mean anything! Its just..It's how I let you know that even when I'm mad with you.. I still love you" Your voice was wobbling as you spoke, Steve's eyes softened on you "And when you pulled away..It made me feel like you didn't love me back anymore"
"I- I can love you with out kissing you" He spoke softly stepping closer to you, His hand resting against your arm softly "Fuck, You could punch me in the face right now and I'd still love you" He half smiled making you giggle "But.. If you had a boyfriend and I kept kissing you, he wouldn't be happy either. It's not right"
"But it feels right" You whisper.
"How?" His fingers tucked under your chin softly to pull your gaze up to look at him "How you acted, it's not like you. Tell me whats going on"
"I can't" You shake your head softly, letting your eyes shut as his hand moves to rest against your cheek.
"You know you can tell me anything" Your eyes open, meeting his soft ones again as a small smile spreads across his pretty pink lips.
"Im just being silly" You scoff, pulling away from him. As much as your body was screaming at you to tell him, To lean in and kiss him. You knew you couldn't. He didn't feel the same way, he never had and now he was seeing Anna? You weren't going to be the one to wreck it for him. Steve nodded slowly, you could tell he didn't believe you but he wasn't pushing for some reason.
"Stay tonight" He whispered, stepping back from you to sit down on the end of his bed. Patting it softly next to him "We can talk more"
You sit down next to him, His hand instantly making its way over to yours linking your fingers together.
Steve tossed you one of his old over sized t-shirts before walking out of the room, a routine you'd always had. He'd get changed for bed in the bathroom leaving you to get changed in the comfort of his room. You pulled it over your body before climbing into his bed, The side that had naturally became yours over the years.
Steve pushed through the door walking towards the bed, Wearing just his boxers. The exact way he'd always slept when it was the hot summer months, Something you'd seen hundreds of times before but tonight? It felt different. You couldn't ignore the ache between your legs as you watched him shuffle in next to you, smile on his face as he settled facing you.
"You know you'll always be important to me right?" He asked as his fingers brushed some of your hair behind your ear.
"Where did this come from?" You smiled as your heart raced in your chest, so close to you. The warmth of his fingers brushing against your cheek so softly.
"You've been acting different recently and I just y'know" He shrugged "Wanted to remind you"
"Does Anna know we do this?" You whisper, Everything in you wanting him to say yes, that she doesn't care about it but even if she doesn't know it's a secret you'd be willing to keep forever.
"Nah" Steve sighed "Don't think she'd be very happy about it..but it's our thing, don't wanna lose it"
"What do you mean?" You asked letting your hand rest on top of his on his as it rested on your cheek.
"I- I just feel safe when we do this , like nothing else matters when it's the two of us here" He looked away like he felt awkward about admitting it.
The feeling of wanting to move forward and kiss him was overwhelming, You bit down on your lip softly to try and stop yourself and Steve caught it right away. Eyes darting down to your lips before moving back up to your eyes.
"Fuck" Steve groaned as he rolled onto his back, Hand placed over his face.
"Steve?" You asked, brows furrowed as you looked at him. Not sure if he was annoyed with something you'd said. You pushed yourself so you were sitting up, leaning over him as you pulled his hand back. Noticing a pink flush spreading across his cheeks, making you smile. "Dont ignore me, Harrington!" You laughed as he pulled his hand back towards his face, hooking your leg over his body to straddle him. "Tell me whats wrong" You smiled, Steves hand slowly moved from his face, eyes meeting yours with a more serious expression.
"You can't just spill all of that then go quiet on me!" You grinned as you pulled his arms pinning them above his head "I know where you're most ticklish!" you grinned, letting go of his hands, dragging your fingertips down his biceps painfully slowly as he wriggled around under you.
"Stop! Hey! Stop!" Steve laughed softly, the wriggling of his body making you slide down further. Thats when you felt it, The hard swell of him under your ass. You got your answer, he wasn't annoyed at you. He was turned on.
"Oh, OH" You gasped, Steves eyes widened as he looked at you panicking on top of him "Shit, Steve im.. im sorry" You quickly fumbled to climb off him, Steves eyes met yours again with a flustered expression, mouth slightly open as his chest heaved. His hands moving to your hips to hold you in place, Your brows furrow as you look down at him.
Steves thumbs carefully drew circles on your hips, His hard length pressing perfectly against your now wet panties as you sat on top of him. Gaze intense, no awkwardness anymore. Just pure lust.
His hips rolled once, pressing himself against you. You gasped at the sensation, Like nothing you'd ever felt before. Steve bit down on his bottom lip as he watched your eyes close in pleasure from just one roll of his hips. He didn't move again, Fingers tight on your hips so you'd stay in place. Feeling exactly what you did to him.
The room was silent, Chests heaving as you both stayed perfectly still just staring at each other.
"Shit" Steve sighed letting his grip on your hips loosen, hands falling down next to him on the bed. You quickly climbed off him, heart racing one again as you lay down next to him but facing away. Ache between your legs becoming hard to ignore.
He didn't try to say anything else to you, no explanation of what had just happened between the two of you. No trying to fix things so you both didn't fall asleep feeling awkward. Nothing.
It didn't take long for the soft sounds of his snores to fill the room, Your clit had been throbbing since the moment you felt his hard cock pressing against your clothed pussy. You'd touched yourself before of course, but you'd never been touched by someone else before and it ignited something in you, Steve ignited something in you.
You rolled onto your back, head turning slightly to look at him. Butterflies swirling around your stomach as you looked at the way his soft lips were pressed together, His long lashes resting against his cheeks.
You did it without thinking, Hand trailing down your body slowly as it brushed over your breasts. All the way down towards your panties. You stopped for a moment, was this disgusting? You were in your best friends bed, Right next to him. Your fingers gently dipped lower, finding the wet patch on the cotton making you gasp softly as your eyes closed. Your finger circling your clit through the fabric making your breath catch in your throat, Quiet moans falling from you as you replayed the expression on Steves face when you were sat on top of him through your head.
Your back arched off the bed as your hand dipped under the fabric causing Steve to stir a little, You didn't notice way to lost in the bliss happening between your legs.
Steve's eyes flickered open to the sound of your soft moans filling his ears, He watched as the moon peeked through the curtains casting a silver light over you, The way your teeth were digging into your lip to stifle the moans. Your hard nipples showing through your shirt, His eyes moving lower until they met your hand tucked into your panties.
You were getting close, one of your hands frantically pulling down your panties to get them out of the way as your other hand continued to work on your clit.
Steve moved slowly, not wanting to let you know he was awake. His own hand sneaking down towards his boxers as he rubbed his hard cock making him groan softly.
You froze at the sound, head turning towards him quickly as embarrassment flooded your body. But it wasn't enough to make you stop, Chest rising and falling rapidly as you locked eyes with him. The coil in your stomach about to snap, Steve's hand moving frantically under the covers as he stroked himself.
He shuffled closer to you, The warmth of his hard cock pressed against your thigh before he wrapped his hand around it again stroking it slowly as he tucked his face into your neck. His warm breath hitting your neck perfectly, Your fingers moving faster against your clit as you finally tipped over the edge. Back arching off the bed as your legs trembled.
"That's it baby" Steve whispered as his own movement sped up, A mix of groans and grunts falling from him. "Fuck, good girl"
You whimpered at the pet name, legs still trembling as you felt his starting to rut his hard cock against your thigh.
"Shit, shit, shit" He groaned as you felt the warmth of his release coat his boxers pressed against your thigh.
You both lay in silence for a few minutes, Steves face still tucked against your neck before he rolled away from you. Grabbing some clean boxers from the draw before going into the bathroom.
You rolled onto your side as the shame started to settle into you, Your best friend, Your best friend who has a girlfriend basically just cum on your leg.
"Hey, turn around" He whispered as he got back in the bed next to you, You rolled over noticing the soft smile on his face "We did nothing wrong" You nodded slowly as you looked at him, heart racing in your chest. "If we were alone tonight, we would have probably done those things anyway" he shrugged.
"Yeah?" He smiles softly, pulling you closer to him.
"I think I'm in love with you"
Steve swallowed hard as he looked at you, A deep feeling of dread settling In his chest.
"You are?" He asked, voice low.
"Y-yeah" You smiled, letting your head rest against his chest.
Steve held you for the next few hours, Listening to the soft breaths coming from you as you slept on him. He shouldn't have crossed that boundary, he knew he should have just closed his eyes and gone back to sleep but how could he when you were making those sounds?
He closed his eyes, arm looped around your waist placing a kiss to the top of your head softly.
Your eyes flicker open to the sight of Steve inches from your face, Hair sticking up in all different directions, Mouth hanging open making you smile. You tried to shuffle out of the bed but his arm was wrapped around you, Holding you against him.
"Hey" He spoke softly, pulling you from your thoughts as you looked at him.
"Morning" You whispered, soft smile on your face as you looked at him. Maybe this was it, This was the point he'd realise that he loved you just as much as you loved him.
"Shit, you need to go.." Steve ran a hand through his hair as he rolled onto his back, taking his arm with him "Like, right now"
"W- what?" You pushed yourself up to look at him. He didn't look at you, shaking his head slowly. You could see his mind was racing, he regretted it.
"Steve..We can talk about it..We did nothing wrong remember?"
"Please, just go" Steve whispered as he placed his hands over his face, like just the thought of looking at you turned his stomach.
"N-no, we can fix this!" You reached your hand out to grab his but he pulled away quickly "Steve, we can fix this" You whispered as your chest tightened, tears quickly building in your eyes.
"We can't fix this!" He quickly rolled out of bed, Standing in front of you. His eyes finally meeting yours but you wished they didn't, you could see the regret pouring from them. "You..You just keep getting in my head! If you aren't here that cant happen!" He spat out.
"I- I'll stop! Whatever it is, I wont do it anymore!"
"Please" His voice was soft as he got back onto the bed, Sitting in front of you as his eyes burned into yours "Its the right thing to do"
"You did it too! YOU pushed yourself against me!" You shouted as the sadness quickly turned to rage "You were hard when all I was doing was tickling you!"
"It's a natural response!" Steve scoffed "You'd know that if you y'know, had sex once in your life!"
You laugh as you shake your head, Nothing funny but you couldn't help it. You never thought he'd stoop low enough to use that against you.
"You're such a dick" You laugh as you get off the bed grabbing your clothes, Steve followed behind you.
"That right? Cause you seem pretty obsessed with me!" He shouted making you turn towards him.
"Here we go! King Steve has returned! You know, I thought you'd left him in school but clearly not" You shout back "And for the record, NOT obsessed with you!"
You stepped closer to him, Faces so close your lips were almost touching.
"You don't deserve me, Steve"
"Yeah well, maybe you're right! Maybe we should just stop forcing whatever this is! We don't work like we used too"
"Because every time you get into a relationship you drop me Steve!"
"Thats what happened, You're part of my life. Not my life" His words hit you like a brick, Heart literally hurting as you look at him. "It's like i'm yours, You need to be with me all of the time!"
"Maybe because thats what I want!" You push your hand into his chest sending him stumbling backwards "Has that ever crossed that big head of yours Harrington? I told you I'm in love with you!"
"It's never going to happen!" Steve scoffs walking back towards you "You're my best friend, if you can even call us that anymore" He shrugs.
"So why did you get off over me?"
Steve's mouth opened then closed again, Like he wanted to come back with something but he couldn't bring himself too.
"Fucking coward" You scoffed before walking out of his room.
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