#dearan rants

[dearanlifezhard]

Some Fanart i drew for @elbdot cause she is super cool and i can’t wait for the continuation of the comics :D

This is also the first time in three years that i have drawn something without lining it in fine-liner and colouring it with coloured markers…woah-

Ignore the hands please i cant draw hand please i know i messed them up PLEASE-

[dearanlifezhard]

I hate it when i am in need for some good fic to pass the time but all that character has is some really bad ooc headcanons and the rest is either full ai bullshit or 75% ai and some self written sentences and don’t make sense alongside the ai shit.

Like bro. People notice. Its obvious. They just don’t say shit cause they are polite or don’t give enough of a fuck cause there is nothing else to read. You are not special for doing this. You are just the only thing we can find.

Pick up a pencil, write a shitty wattpad worthy story. It DOESNT matter if it’s bad. It’s yours, self thought off, self worked on, self written and written with all the beautiful hard work you put into it. Anything like that is so much more read worthy than the ai slop you are slowly killing us with.

I beg more people to realise this. We don’t care if you are a beginner, we all started there too at some point. We can help, give feedback, motivate, reassure and cheer you on in every step of the long rocky way. But i promise you will never accomplish or evolve into someone with potential if you give that potential to ai. It will go to waste and harm the earth as well. Don’t do that. Don’t sink that low.

Any come back from it is worth celebrating. I am absolutely not shaming you if you used to use ai because either you didn’t know how bad it was at the time or you thought it was your only way to write, as long as you realised its bad causes and stopped along the way. Not enough people realise how easy it is to fall into that rhythm either and hating on you is not gonna do shit other than make you feel worse.

I am not judging you, if you’re scared or addicted. It happens, and the fact you have read this far means you care enough for me to want to help you and support a journey away from ai. And to anyone who still hates on people that used to use ai and came to their senses and makes fun of those people, FUCK you too. Cause i know why you’re angry but you are NOT helping with that behaviour.

All in all, i urge you to come to your senses and not waste that talent in yourself on detailed ai promps and nervous correcting and adding on with your own words just in hope no one notices that it was indeed ai. You are worth so so much more.

Cause wanting to write means the ideas are already there. You have already started your way man.

I would rather read a little messy fic with heart and soul poured into it that gives me heartwarming flashbacks to my time on wattpad in 2020 than some wannabe writer shit made by the disgrace called ai any day.

But alas,

(I dont think anyone will see this or read this far anyway so buh byeeee)

Life is hard

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Here’s some more woodwork i recently finished :D

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All hail the Senku Mug getting me through the day with having pulled another all nighter 🙂‍↕️🙂‍↕️

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Guys it’s wood work timeeeee

I solely love being in art school just for things like this!!

God doing this was fun it’s been quite a while!!

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Finally saved enough money to get the tattoo i have been wanting for a LONG time :D

Also i have new hair now lmao it has been a while-

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Just saw a cool alternative guy that spotted me in my bus that i was riding and sat next to me. My introverted ass of course smiled but didn’t say shit.

So we get off at the same stop and he just suddenly takes his headphones off and on holds a hand out to me. And omfg the words this cool as guy caught me so off guard-

Tell me why this mf goes: Name’s Senku btw, hi, nice to meet you!”

HUH. HUH?????

I of course introduced myself and he went along his way so fast that i couldn’t even get out of my mind freeze to ask for his socials…

Most crazy thing to ever happen on OCTOBER 5th OF ALL DAYS. THIS HAS TO BE FATE RIGHT???

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Bad quality Pic of me literally being Gen but make him an art Student lmao