#dearemily

[youngsamberg]

idk what country that anon is from but i live in the UK and i'm watching it thru a free streaming service called popcorn time! idk if that helps them at all :-)

cool!

[kyipyar-blog1]

က်ြန္​မဆိုတာ တစ္​ခ်ိန္​က႐ွိခဲ့ဖူး​ေၾကာင္​း ဝန္​ခံပါ.. (အယ္​လဲ့...) #စစ္​ၿငိမ္​း #sitnyein #dearemily (at Mandalay, Myanmar)

[emilymcmommy]

Things will be ok...better than ok. Awesome, wonderful, great. Just breathe, and do the next right thing. #notetoself #dearemily #igyogacommunity #yoga

[emilyandjamieeeee]

So, it’s been a year.

I’m making this post a year after I made my last post, so.... Maybe you won’t read it? Maybe you’ve both forgotten about this silly little boy and you’ve gone off to live wonderful lives, as I genuinely hope you have. I just... I love you both so much and I want the two of you to be the happiest you can ever be. Sometimes I just get so overwhelmed by the love you show me, and It feels like my lungs are going to overflow and I’ll never breathe again, but it’s in a good way? Like my heart feels tight in my chest and my stomach gets all twisted up and it’s just.... good. It’s great. You’re great. I can’t ever express how much I love you both and it just breaks my heart because I truly hope you know and I hope you can feel it seeping into your bones when you go to sleep and I hope you always wake up happy, even if it’s difficult. 

I’m rambling. Sorry. Recently with these past few posts I’ve just written what I felt and left it. I hope that’s alright with you two. I’m kind of making these in a jumbled order. I don't know. 

I just wanted to say that I love you and I simultaneously hope you’ve forgotten me and that you think of me every day. It’s a difficult emotion. I don’t want you to hurt, but I want you to remember that I love you. I will always love you. Both of you. More than I could ever say and more than you will ever know. 

I hope you are both happy and love yourselves as much as I do. I hope that you are both full of joy and love and hope for the future. I hope so much for you. So much. 

I love you. 

Yours, Jamie

(To anyone who sees this, could you please do me a favor and tell Inabilities or Araachnooid that I posted this for them? Thank you so much.)