Dear Yunger Me,
Guess what? We're still broke. Nanay died early and I was not able to meet the dreams we have for her. I'm tired already and I don't know what to do. Tatay became a gambling addict after Nanay's death. ( now is worst, not just gambling for fun. He became different, he is always mad even to small things)
Life here is taugh. I'm not earning much, I can't even help myself to buy a new phone. (I'm using a broken one now, but it's still managable to use)
Sorry if I can't make it. I did my best, I tried everything. But I'm tired. I can't fight anymore. I'm so sad and I wanna die. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. I've lost everything, the passion in my heart was gone, I don't feel anything, I don't care about my dream, I've lost all of my hope. Nothing I can do about it.
Ayoko na. Sorry kid I'm a quitter. Hindi talaga kaya, pagod na'kong lumaban. Ang hirap dito. Maging masaya kanalang jan.
There are still true people here, helping me but it's not enough. Sana matapos na 'to. 🥺😭 Sorry if susuko na ko. Sorry if I'm a failure. Sorry hindinko kinaya. Sorry kung kailan halos abot kamay ko na doon pa gumuho ang lahat.
Hindi na kinakaya ng paglaban, habang tumatagal pahirap ng pahirap. Salamat sa pangarap mo, sa pagiging mabuting bata at mapagmahal sa magulang at kapatid.