#death'

[darkpagesworld]

[thegravetaker]

Haiku XXIII

A distorted voice

Called out from the forest- Death

Claims all those who heed.

[codakphotography-blog]

[anenlighteningellipsis]

this is my nephew getting a head rub in the morning.

so you think your nephew’s cute huh…

BEAT THIS

[darkpagesworld]

[honeyslittleworld]

My mom is still in the hospital.

I haven't been home since Sunday. Almost a week now. I'm going crazy at her house. No one talks to me here. I feel so alone. Will this be my life if she does die?

I'm just not ready for any of this to happen. Why is this happening. My life has been hell and it just keeps piling up.

I know this has nothing to do with me this is just how life works. people die.

They are putting a benefit on for my mom.

They want me to do a small speech. I have bad anxiety talking in front of crowds. Also I kinda have a weird relationship with my mom.(who doesn't am i right) She has always been self centered and was not the best to me growing up. I understand she did the best but she could of done wayyyyy better. She never beat me but she defiantly hated my queerness. (she is better now) Also anytime I have tried to talk about my childhood with her. She always say im sorry i was such a horrible mom. THATS NOT WHAT I EVER SAID

i just want to have a conversation so she can see things from my eyes. Ill never have that. but now i have to say nice things about her.

Ill figure it out. or maybe ill say Hey thanks for coming finally my mom can have everything about her like she has always wanted.

I do love her i know this sounds like a hate post, no one reads these anyways so im just venting.

[channist]

dire trip beard appear disappear very sad brtuyh