#deathofapoet

[zwilling1001]

One of the Levels for my Bachelor Thesis, based on the shortstory “Death of a Poet” by Hunter S. Thompson. (12.2016)

[whymistilltryn]

New Year Long Rant Been a Long Time

Really hate my school. No one is here for me after all the times they said they would be. It sucks trying to be a light in a dark place. It sucks to try to be good when all I get is a lot of negativity. It sucks that I have to put up another mask to hide the real person I am inside. This is my rant and this has been on my mind for the longest. The Carquinez Mental Asylum. Thats where I go to school. My freshmen class sucks its like the navy seals, the guy on my left and the guy to my right are both already gone from this school. Flat out sucks even though this is not a military school technically. I have no close friends because behind every relationship here lies sabotage and betrayal. Im trying to look at the good things here but how can I when everybody is always putting me down. Sucks to be in a place where a poet cant exist since it may be considered gay or shit like that. Yea this school has a 99% graduation rate with jobs, but reality of it is, is that I am sacrificing a lot of my hidden talents and skills in order to have an everlasting career that has nothing to do with it. Reality is, is that I will be leaving all those poems and song lyrics behind to become a policy writer in a career thats still being explored.

Sorry if you saw this but thats the reality of my life and whats cut out for me right now.

"I am only human/ and I bleed when I fall down." -Christina Perri.