for the ultimate vibes, listen to this song for the first half of the chapter....
....and this one for the second half!!!
Cis Billy Version
Trans Billy Version
From the mouth of Sharp- this one starts on a real low but it ends on a high. Be sure to check the warnings at the end of the chapter if you're worried about content. Otherwise enjoy 🔪🖤
doodle I drew feverishly today of a scene from chapter 6 of Wave of Mutilation by the slayer himself @sharpth1ng heyyyy bestie
tune into the yap sesh below if you dare
heyyy friends its me back again with some more scream yaoi art for yall.... honestly for a while it really felt like I lost my spark for art and then I deleted tiktok and suddenly I want to draw again😭 soooo now we chilling I guess LOL
ive been listening to Lucifer by SHINee on loop while drawing this today idk what those boys injected into this song its FIREEEE im linking it here in case any of yall are interested in some kpop realness
it feels really really good to have my motivation back up and im actually really happy!!! so stay tuned yall there's more coming soon....
Hey folks! I have chapter 1 of Wave of Mutilation completed, and I was originally planning to wait until I have the first 3 chapters written to release, but I was also thinking I would be farther ahead by now (ngl it’s been uhhhh a rough fall).
All that said, Chapter 1 happens partly at Christmas, so I’m considering switching the plan.
Option 1: I release chapter 1 for Christmas, then wait until I have chapters 2-4 written to release chapter 2. This would mean a longer delay between the next chapters, and chapter 1 ends on a cliff hanger
Option 2: I continue as planned and wait to release chapter 1 until I have 1,2&3 written. This means a longer wait for chapter 1 but a shorter wait between chapters 1 and 2.
Which option would
you prefer?
Option 1 (I WANT IT NOW AND I DON’T MIND A LITTLE CLIFFHANGER RELATED SUFFERING)
Option 2 (I’m patient / I think cliffhangers are a waste of good suffering)
Okk I've already given y'all a little taste of the prologue so some of this might be familiar but I'm giving you a little more.
Spoilers under the cut!
Billy Loomis doesn’t trust a lot of people.
He doesn’t trust the girl who sits next to him in history, or his teachers or the family across the street. He’s never trusted the people he calls his friends, never trusted his ex-girlfriend, and he definitely doesn’t trust his dad. He loves his mom, he really does. But he doesn’t trust her. For some reason he thinks he trusts Stu, but under no circumstances does he trust himself.
That’s what makes Stu dangerous.
He’s not sure when he realized he was untrustworthy, because it definitely wasn’t the first time. Back then he had no idea what was coming, back then he only had a best friend that he thought about a little too much, so it was easy to tell himself to stop and it was just as easy to decide it wouldn’t be the end of the world if he didn’t. He could tell himself it was as late as the first time Stu fucked him or as early as the first time he fucked Stu, but the moment he considers it he knows it's not true. It wasn’t even their first kiss, right next to Maureen's corpse. It wasn’t any one moment it was millions of them, amalgamated into this great, heaving mass of tiny indulgences granted and promises broken.
He used to think he was controlled, just because he was trying so hard to control himself. He knows better now. He can’t trust himself to stick to the plan or follow his own stupid rule, can’t even trust himself not to turn into a pathetic fucking mess when things go wrong.
Billy woke up weeks before Stu, but he wasn’t really awake until Stu opened his eye.
It wasn’t until that moment, until that paradoxically warm blue gaze was directed at him that he realized he didn’t know how to proceed if Stu was awake.