Journal - Wednesday, December 5th, 2018
Had a good night with my g-ma tonight. We went to dinner at Sunset Cafe. Prime Rib. I go a bunch for left over. Then went to JC Penny and shopped. It was nice. I feel so bad that she’s home all the time. I gotta take her out more. I’ll take her to the Christmas Carol thining later this month. Dinner as well. I’ll be fun. I’ll message Tsvet and get two tickets in the morning. I dont know I’m high. Its’ hard to focus. I kind of do it like it. I do like it. When I do’t have to do anything. But this writing it tough cause I can’t focus. I just wrote that twice. I am excited to be here at home. I’m definitely going to jerk off tonight. I know I should be taking it easy and starting off the porn, but I just want to. I’ll be good, and I have a nice sleep. I’ll finish that budget up tomorrow. Then make my budget shopping list. I should be alright. Its only $40 then Friday I can get the rest. Then it’ll be a good dinner. I did good not having a beer with dinner. I just have to keep the no exceptions till the end of TIME< which is NYE. The d is going to be awesome.
