haha, oof course u're free to sleep with whoever u want , u claim it's all casual, u claim it's nothing, just pleasure and it's just sex, but what if u catch feelings? what then ?
Because It Is nothing, it is just pleasure. The glory of adulthood is finding out what you do, and do not like. They are my friends, my beautiful muses of life in itself. In and out of character, dear anon it feels like you are Oh so desperate for me to catch feelings. Say I do? If its not returned, I be an adult, take it on the chin. I breathe and understand who I am and what I can handle. If that means distance then I distance, if it means returning solely to fucking or friendship then I do so. Monogamy is not the only option anymore, my mun is poly. I, as a Nicki, am mono with open swings. I am indulgent in my body and my mind, but say I catch feelings and they're returned? Do I let everyone know of my new relationship? Tell my partners and all of you, about dinner dates and movie cuddling on the couch? The lust stays the same, feelings, or no feelings. I like the way the weight of Lestat sits on the tongue, calling me everything from tender petnames to disgusting insults. I like the way David's hands feel on my hips when he talks me through it, His age and his stamina are strangers to eachother. I love the devilish intrusion to a happy and healthy relationship where I can be used as they see fit. Claudia smells like citrus perfumes, I miss her the moment she is gone and the taste that lingers on my tongue. Daniel fucks like a passionate beast, he whimpers while my body feels like it's being gored. Armand is a carnal creation of God that has found his way so far into my body that I ache for days after and he tells me I deserve it because I do. But if they want to fall in love, every human is welcome to.
