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            ‘ I believe we're past the point where asking this would get me bruised or worse. ʼ Amidst the lighthearted consideration lies genuine curiosity, a hint of attempt at having some tact. It's been gnawing at him and he's sure it's not an uncommon question to ask. ‘ What's its story, comrade? ʼ Childe tilts his own chin, directing the gesture at the elemental's face. His mask, the very thing he hides behind.

[constellaris-a]

@decimatcd​:   kalpas vc: .... eden I do not have much interest in romance but if you just need a way to let off steam I am..... uhm... fine with that....

   “ While I can’t say I dislike the idea of ,  as you put it ,  blowing off steam  together ... ”  A hand came to lightly trace the edge of his mask,  using it to guide him down toward her before she continued.  “ I want to ask this  ;  would you ever consider at least  trying  a romantic relationship with me ?  It would be kept a secret ,  of course . ”

[elysialm]

“If anything happened to you— I couldn’t...” Kalpas' anger, barely contained as he tries to express genuine concern in this moment between just the two of them. The restraints he wears he would more than test the limits of for Elysia. He'd fight til his dying breath for her, yet saying that out loud he struggles more than he ever has in his life.

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He has always been one to hold onto promises. He has always been a misunderstood one. He has always been the most loyal one if a bond has been established. 

How much she cares for him as she does for those around her. Her genuine care, her genuine love, her genuine wish to protect them. All of them. No matter what. Yet there is a moment of hesitation as she knows that despite how close they are, her secret remains with her and she does not know when she will be able to share it with others. If she will even be able to share it with them at the end. These words of loyalty that touch her very core also make her feel guilty for lying, it makes her almost tear up but she lets herself fall silent instead as she lets the moment of soundlessness pass before she begins to speak. 

Ah, Kalpas, she could always trust him. Despite what others told her, she always trusted him without a second of hesitation. She promised him battles and he promised her to fight. However, she truly cared and wished for him to live a better life. It still hurt her to remember that her wish to bring the Thirteen Flamechasers as an official title, as icons before humanity, was rejected. She wished for him, too, to be seen as a hero he rightfully is. In her eyes, he deserves to be remembered and to leave a legacy behind that others will also follow. His heart and his soul burned brightly as the fire, as the Sun, and she didn’t want for it to extinguish. This flame was warm, he was warm to her and she wished for others to understand it. How could no one see what she saw? It pained her greatly.  

“ Kalpas... ”

Elysia’s way of saying his name was always one with warmth and tenderness to it,  but right now there was a tingle of worry but also gratitude. He cared and it was all she could ever ask for, the sensation of gratitude was filling her very soul. A Herrscher like her? As much as she loved humanity unconditionally, witnessed their beauty, she was afraid of what will these words turn into if she were to confess her origin. She didn’t want to lie, but it was scary. What if her truth will harm them? Thus, Elysia would smile at Kalpas then, extend her hands to grasp his even if it would be considered a taboo. She did not care if she will be burned or not, but she wished for him to know that right now she was here and he did not have to worry. Was she not one of the strongest? Was she and Kevin not the ones who would lead them until there will be a day when she, too, will have to depart? Her end... it will come. 

“ It’s alright. I am here, am I not? All of us are friends and we will protect each other. I trust you to protect my back, always, ” the softness in her gaze does not go away, but multiplies instead as she looks at him. His mask may hide away his face, but she hopes that he knows that no matter what - she is here for him, no matter what. Even if the whole world will refer to him as a beast and will fear him, the pinkette will always reach out her hand to him and will always embrace him without any fear of being burned by the flames. This hurt young man who had lost so much and who had suffered so much. It was her true wish to protect him as well. “ Thank you, Kalpas. For always thinking of me and of everyone. Thank you for being here. I understand, you don’t need to push yourself to say it. ”

[jinruinokyuseishu]

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“...That bad?”

Then again, even he can tell that the wounds aren’t closing up on their own as they normally would. These Honkai beasts were developing at an alarming rate, growing stronger with each Herrscher’s awakening--It was a countdown that MEI had predicted, and yet even knowing all of this did so very little to stem the tide. At the very least, he isn’t going to move for the time being lest he receive some harsh words for it.

“If it means an end to this war, I’ll be as reckless as I need to be.”

[herrscherbled]

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“ It has been~ Woah, you are not even going to glare at me through that mask of yours! How sweet, did you miss me as I missed you? ” Immediately, she steps forward without any shame or shyness, giggling to herself like it’s the best day ever. It always is, a day worth living and a day worth celebrating, laughing, smiling, singing. Not that Kalpas would be into singing, right? Well, nevermind that! The cutest Miss Pink Fairy is here to grant her beauty and her presence to her comrade in arms! “ Ah, it makes me so happy~ Hehe, how are you faring? Anything new to tell your friendly Ellie? Hmm~? ”

[alchemicalbalance]

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Albedo winced as he could feel his body being lifted and carried back to his workshop, a small cough escaped from his quivering lips as his brain couldn’t even think of how long he was out there in the harsh climate for as he was normally used to it. 

His body shivered and shakes as he struggles to open heavy eyelids, struggling to look at the one who brought him back as a raspy sound escaped his throat.

“w-wh...whuh...?”

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[zorkaya-moved]

@decimatcd continued.

Her smile is tender at the sight of him, the sleepy look and his morning voice. Sokolova's gaze softens as she feels her heart beating faster, serotonin hitting the brain from just one sight of her beloved. Kalpas' response is met with a nod, acknowledging his wishes. and how happy she gets when he kisses her, responding to his soft and quick gesture without missing a beat by wrapping her arms around his neck loosely, chest against chest.

Zarina gazes into his eyes with the same smile.

"Had some worrisome dreams, but it happens around this time," she brushes them off like a duck does water, not caring about what wasn't real. "When I woke up and saw you by my side, I calmed down immediately." It's true; she doesn't wish to lie to him. Not when he looks concerned (he's so warm and kind). "If you're so worried, give me more kisses?" Of course, she acts like this because she doesn't care about those dreams. They're memories and lies, a combination of emotions, imagination, and memories. Not real, not true. But if it would concern Kalpas, she'll simply show him how to make her feel better. "Let's say~ Three more?"

[zorkaya-moved]

#;{ WHY IS THE NSFW ASK SO LONG REN }#;{ REN WHY IS IT A NOVEL ITS A BLOWJOB }#;{ I APPRECIATE IT TRULY ITS REALLY WELL WRITTEN AND ARTSY }#;{ BUT ITS SO FUCKIGN LONG IM MOVING IT TO A TEXT POST } / @decimatcd​ 

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