After a full day, my brain is tired..
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After a full day, my brain is tired..
Okay so the infrastructure was incredibly damaged, and they kept having to shut off areas to restore things fully, but we have power again 😻🫠 6 lane roads at a 4 way stop is not something I would recommend. Half of each city around us was without power. Being on the road during a blackout is kinda scary. Driving through the rain while the roads started flooding over was really scary (we were okay thankfully so was the car). Watching the fireflies at night and the squirrel family in the morning from our hotel balcony was nice. I wish we could have stayed more than one night. I think I need to decompress from the past three days. Feels like crying is trying to buck out of me. I'm just emotionally exhausted from staying calm and keeping spirits up.
There was a BK we stopped at where customers inside told us not to order. There was only one(1) elderly worker working every station. Her manager was on his phone in his office in the back, refusing to help. We could see him through his window. They said it would be hours, so we left. When Dave explained how upset he was about it all to Logan, he also got upset and matched his energy. I'm standing there watching chaos for a fast food joint we are no longer at unfold in front of me. Both of them indignant of this poor woman's treatment, they were getting a bit loud. I just reached into my things and grabbed a bag of cotton candy I had bought earlier. I shoved a piece at each of them saying a quick, "want some?" And they both just stopped and started smiling while eating it. Immediate mood shift. No one can be angry eating cotton candy. I am the bard. Sometimes food is an instrument.
I’m fine.
Just decompressing.
For lack of a better word
I think I'll rewatch Project Hail Mary this evening
Nighttime is for sitting in fetal position on the bed and just rocking back and forth while listening to waterfall sounds and doomscrolling or playing games and spamming skills like a dog repeating a single command.
Oh and I got no real food to eat before work tomorrow. Plus waiting on my pay to come in because I had an unexpected expense a few days before a long awaited sales period to top up my skincare.
Yes I still spend money on that and ended up eating outside more than i should but I’m working more so everything cancels out and I still got extra.
Let the money come in quicker so it can circulate around and come back many times more.
19/04/2026 - 11:24 PM
What. A. Day.
Spending the day relaxing after a busy week 😌
Gentle reminder to take care of yourselves, darlings. Drink water, remember to eat, and don’t let stupid bitches ruin your day 🖤🖤