Hello, friends. I know it's been a while. I've been meaning to make and post this for forever. Below I'll go into a bit more detail about what's been going on, but the tldr is basically: Life has dealt me some not great hands this past year, and during that time I lost my muse for the fandom.
I wanted to let everyone who followed my works know that I will no longer be updating my fics. At least not for the foreseeable future. My brain likes to cycle through fandoms, so I might cycle back around (its happened before!), but for now at least, I probably won't be writing/posting anything.
Thank you to everyone who read my fics and continue to read them, you mean the world to me and I'll still be around if you ever want to chat 💙
There's a bit more detail about personal stuff under the cut, but you absolutely do not have to read if you don't have the spoon to <3
So, I won't go into graphic detail, but over the last year I had several life upheavals. Including losing my job, my mother falling ill, and several other deeply personal things. Thankfully, my loved ones and I are managing, and for that, I'm thankful.
I've been struggling with my mental health during all of this, too, and I don't think I realized just how bad it was until I saw how poorly my physical health had gotten as well. I'm currently taking steps to better both my mental and physical health, so don't worry <3
In fact, taking some of those steps this week is what really made me realize that I probably won't be writing for the Star Wars fandom for awhile. It looks like my rolodex brain is choosing to fixate on comics again right now lol (BTW I do have a comic themed side blog if anyone wants to follow it)
I'll still be around on this blog, of course. SW is and always will be a huge part of my life, I just wont be interacting with fanfiction on the same level. Not to mention that I've met so many wonderful people I've come to cherish in this fandom, I'm still just a message away if you ever want to chat! I've missed you guys a lot over this last year
Thank you, if you've read this far. I won't lie and say I'm doing okay (especially with the state of america right now) but I'm at least surviving and trying to get better. If anyone else want to come chat and catch up, please feel free to. In the mean time, keep fighting and ily💙
Been seeing a lot of Bad Batch western AU stuff so here's some random thoughts I had, might make some fics based around them eventually.
The boys grew up on a nice little homestead (probably called something like Pabu Creek or something), Hunter, Crosshair, Tech, and Wrecker are all brothers.
Hunter's the oldest and inherited the family's ranch when their folks passed. Has a reputation for never losing his livestock when they get loose, as he's an expert tracker. There was a nasty incident when some poachers tried to steal his horses. No one really knows what happened when Hunter tracked them down.
Wrecker, for a while, just helped with the ranch but he started to take to more farm work the longer he helped their neighbors through rough harvests. One year Hunter used their savings to buy another stretch of land so Wrecker could start his own farm. The whole town pitched in to build his house and barns as a thank-you for everything he's always doing for them (everyone adores Wrecker, even if he is loud as all get-out)
Tech is, of course, the scholar of the family. While he did help on the ranch he much preferred his textbooks. Now he spends his days in his workshop, inventing new ways to improve farm work and the general lives of the town. Often visits the nearest city to sell his inventions and buy new books on any subject he can get his hands on. Everyone thinks he's a bit of a mad scientist.
Crosshair is...the black sheep of the fam. When their parents died Hunter and Cross fought almost constantly. Eventually, he saddled one of the family horses and just...took off in the middle of the night, leaving behind a note that said he needed to find his own path. Hunter wanted to go after him, but Tech convinced him to let him go, that he could only come back when he was ready. Rumor has it that he became a bounty hunter, but they still hope he'll come home someday.
Rex and Echo are their cousins. Both grew up in the city and were drafted into the army when the war broke out. After the war, both men still wanted to be of service, but also wanted a simpler life. So, when the latest letter from their cousin Hunter mentioned that Pabu needed a new sheriff, they took it as a sign.
Rex is the sheriff, well respected and beloved by the whole town. You can see him patrolling the streets and surrounding land at all hours. He checks in on every farm and house in the area regularly to make sure everyone's safe.
Echo is the deputy. However, he has to ignore the looks that linger on his prosthetic arm and leg. Most thank him for the sacrifice he made in the war, but are skeptical of his ability to protect them. Thankfully he knows his own skill and ability to adapt and never wavers in his duty. The town quickly learns they can put their faith in him.
Omega. Oh, this little one. She grew up in a convent after her parents died. She never took to that life well and always daydreamed about adventure and setting out on her own one day.
Unfortunately, that day came when the convent was burnt down. Omega was one of the only survivors and found herself suddenly on her own, alone and scared. She wandered through the forest for days, until she came across a camp of bandits. Thankfully some passers-by heard her screams as she ran from them and intervened.
Hunter, Wrecker, and Tech were just coming back from a supply run to the city when they found Omega running from some unsavory folk. Folk who...lets just say they rethought their choice to chase the girl when the brothers stepped in. Not sure what to do after that, they brought Omega back to their little town and the rest is history. Hunter finally officially adopted her after a year of her staying with them <3
Hello there, my name is Deeja and I have very little shame for a 28 year old woman. If @secondaryrealm follows you, sends you asks, or replies to your posts, that's me.
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The Mistake You Can't Live Without (jedi!Reader)
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An Awkward Kind of Charm (matchmaking AU)
How to Summon a Demon Boyfriend (demon!Fives halloween prompt)
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My Ding-ding-dong (humor)
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Funeral Grey (fem!reader, spice, drabble)
Commander Fox x Reader
Among the Hedge Maze (halloween promt, fluff)
The Handmaiden's Fox (fem handmaiden!reader, series) Prologue /// Part One /// Part Two /// [part three coming soon]
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Safeguard (drabble)
Safehaven (oneshot, companion to Safeguard)
Hunter x Reader
Songs in the Kitchen (fluff)
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Wrecker x Reader
A Tooka for a Puppy (fluff, drabble)
Western AU Headcanons
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The Right Parts (western AU)
Western AU Headcanons
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The Garden (fluff, drabble)
Crush (angst, drabble)
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which clones do you think would be the best cooks? and which would be the worst cooks?
Another good one! Thank you anon <3!
Best:
Tech! There's a lot more to cooking than just science, however, that does help. And Tech also has a creative side, so both of those combined makes for the perfect skill set to cook! He doesn't do it very often, unfortunately, but when he can he likes to feed his family a good meal, their reactions make him happy <3
I also have a headcanon that after meeting Cut and eating with his family, Rex becomes interested in cooking. At first he is bad at it. Like, BAD, almost didn't keep trying but mans up for a challenge and now he's a really good cook! His secret dream is to make dinner for his partner and children every night
Gregor! He may have been a dishwasher when he had amnesia but I think he still got super interested in the cook's job while working at that restaurant, it's the only thing from that part of his life that he liked and decided to make it his own by exploring cooking on his own. Plus, you're telling me those giant worms him, Rex, and Wolffe were hunting on Seelos were that tasty without help? Nah, man, it's because him and Rex were working their cooking magic.
Worst:
Fives. Boy tries, he really really does. When he stays overnight he tries to be sweet and cook his lover a nice breakfast but now the smoke alarm is going off, your favorite pan is ruined and he looks like a scared puppy
Hardcase! Plz don't let him anywhere near the kitchen! Found a way to burn water once!! No Case that's not a safe way to cut fruit!!!! YOU LEFT IT IN THE OVEN FOR HOW LONG???
Wolffe, but only because he puts WAY too much salt on everything and he does it on purpose
Boil. Got his name because as a cadet he once snuck into the messhall to boil water for tea and somehow started a fire.
Okay but you know that one time the 501st boys went to 79s only to find out that its "ladies' night" and Jesse dared Fives to do something crazy to get the attention of the women at the bar. Cue Fives getting up on the table and basically doing a striptease to Kool and the Gang
Hey everyone, so I'm making this post to test the waters for something. I started drafting wips for several mini series involving different clones, but, when I posted the first part of Echo's series it barely got any interaction.
I know I should be writing for myself but I don't see any point in putting work into actual series if there won't be any engagement. So below I'm listing the idea for my other stories, and if you like any of the ideas, please interact with this post, reblog it comment, let me know what you think ❤️
The Captain and the Shadow
Captain Rex x Jedi Reder. Forbidden romance vibes, mutual pining. You are a Jedi shadow, charged with gathering Intel for the republic while under deep cover. Your job is lonely but, several missions along side Skywalker's top man, Rex, will have something more than simple camradire brewing.
Hunter and Bounty
Hunter x Mercenary Reader. Enemies to lovers, lots of sexual tension. You're a drifter who did what they had to to survive, you had your morals, but, few knew that. Including a certain clone sergeant who you keep coming across during jobs. He's a handsome one but you definitely weren't growing a soft spot for him- were you?
The Scientist and the Scholar
Tech x Jedi Reder. Nerds in love vibes, first loves. You are one of the lead teachers of the Jedi order, your connection to the force and intellect are renown. Tasked with preparing younglings for these trying times, you are rarely sent out into the field, when you are, however, you're paired with a special group of clones. And one of them is quite like-minded, and curious of everything about you.
I will be continuing the Echo series, just because I love him and he needs more love, but before I dedicate more time to the others stories I want to see if there's any interest in them. Let me know what you guys think.
i have decided that Tup is the type of man who rails you like an absolute beast- while still having that innocent, sweet, love-sick smile on his face. no i will not be taking any criticism on this
