#deep lake

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Deep Lake

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deep lake. water color 2022 michael pontieri

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Careful, bad mood rambling:

Most of the time I'm pretty comfortable with identifying as aromantic asexual. But there are some days, some moments when I'm lying on the floor in my room, wondering. Don't I deserve being able to love "normally"? Being loved like that? Being able to have normal relationships, not always wondering if I lead them on, not being able to give others what they want or also deserve. Will I never be enough? Will I always be the second best, second choice, because of who I am? Will I always get tossed aside because I can't love romantically or be that physically intimate and no one could even imagine considering a serious relationship with me?

As I said, most of the time I like being aroace. But sometimes...

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