i am so sad and broken.
*first entry bc i don't EVER VOICE OUT MY FEELINGS.
there are days that i feel extremely happy mainly because there was a source for it (places to go, activities, family & friends beside you, and the love of your life)
BUT also,
there are days you'll feel so empty and the only way out was to end 🔚 your life.
i always feel like there is something missing.
guess, i can't be contented with anything.
question is...
how long can i hang on before i'd do something stupid that will deffo produce sorrow FOR A WHILE.












