You know what? I feel trapped. And I feel so trapped that I don't even dare to express it. Trapped in my mind, in my body and in my life. I feel that I am not capable, that my dreams are no longer worth anything. I do not feel loved, desired, or valued. I feel that I no longer know who I am, and that is very scary. I don't feel like myself anymore, nor do I know what it would be like to be me. “Fight or flight” reactions all day long. I am exhausted. Yes, I feel truly trapped, but I believe that my strong refusal to feel this level of pain is my ticket to freedom. My wildest side emerges from the deepest pain to bring me out of the darkest places, to rebel against my own chains. My essence returns to lead the way, illuminating every poisonous corner of my mind. Let yourself be guided by your inner angels, by your spirit, in moments of great despair and frustration. Get in touch with your essence and your emotions through nature, clear your mind, silence the overwhelming noise of your thoughts and feel the sun on your skin, turning frozen ice into the warmest sensation. Original text Candice Swanepoel (@angelcandices) by unknown. #MODELCALIFORNIA #CandiceSwanepoel #Stuck #Anxiety #DeepPain https://www.instagram.com/p/CHV3YC1JRnS/?igshid=16b8y2z8sanvy
















