#deepseamagick

[blacklikemagic]

theloftylion, bullwitch, deepseamagick, and eclecticgreenwitch! I AM working on your readings for the giveaway. I haven't forgotten about you. My life has been....a bit unstable lately and they've been slowly getting done and written up. I'll send you guys a link to a private post in fan mail when I'm finished, if you have multiple readings and/or a spell.

[rhiannonchristine]

For those who are here

Because of deepseamagick's call for help for me, this is my story and the reason I ask. So a few weeks before all of thhis occured, I saw shadow people 4 times in one night. I hadnt seen them in a few years at this point. They're the movements you see out of the corner of your eye. Theyre the reason when you set something down and you KNOW you put it there, but later find said object in a place it shouldnt be. The tap you feel on your shoulder, but turn and no one is there. The feeling of your hair being touched when no one is around. Those are shadow people. (First class). They're trouble makers. But they cant directly harm you, but can set up ways for you to be harmed. So i went out to the motor home to get a water bottle, and one ran behind me. As i was driving my then boyfriend home, one ran across the street in front of my car. As i got closer to his house, one ran behind the trashcan on the side of the road. And the last one, across the street from his apartment, ran into the driveway. They're fast. Split second fast. "did i really see that?" Fast. He was really concerned  (he was Christian, so the whole if its not an angel its a demon belief) and didnt want me to leave. I told him i had to get home. Kissed him goodbye, and headed home. Driving down the street, 30 seconds ahead of me, i watched a truck going 60mph and blew through the stop sign. If i had been just a few seconds sooner, if my bf didnt hold me back for his concern for me, i would have been t-boned by that truck, on my drivers side. His concern saved my life.  So if i can recall correctly it was winter of 2012, i was home visiting from college. My boyfriend was over, and he went into my room to nap before i had to take him home. My mom, dad, brother, sister, and 2 of my friends were out in the living room. It was about 10pm. So i decided to go lay in bed and cuddle with him before i had to take him home. He was laying in the middle of my bed. My bed was in the corner. So i layed on the non-walled side, and layed my head on his chest. The hall light was on and it wasnt too dark in my room. And mind you, there was ABSOLUTELY NOTHING on my wall, or anything in my room to cast a shadow on the wall that the following events occured. I closed my eyes, and listened to his heartbeat, my body and face, faced the wall my bed is against. He was dead asleep and didnt move when i crawled into bed. I dont know why i opened my eyes, but when i did, these two figures came up from between my bed and wall. I froze. I couldnt move. Couldn't breathe, speak, scream. I couldn'tdo anything. I watched as these figures took shape. They were shadowy, but the blackest black i have ever seen. They were solid and had mass to them. Standing next to eachother. Shoulder to shoulder. I cant articulate how dense and black they were. And thats all they were. This shadowy, solid black. But thats not what terrified me. The feeling that they brought with them. The emotions and energy tied to them. It was everything bad. Depression. Sorrow. Fear. Sadness. Anger. Rage. Fury. Everything bad you can imagine. Every negative thing in this world. Imagine every bad memory, fear, anything bad that has happened to you in your life time...it was like that...but thats only  barely scratching the surface of it. Every ounce of joy and happiness, any happy memory, was drained from my body and replaced with that feeling. The only way i can describe it, is i would rather face every single one of my worst fears, on repeat for all eternity, than to EVER face that again. In essence, it was pure evil. Thats the only way i can explain this feeling. Because i have never expierenced anything like it. It was so terrible, and awful i wouldnt even wish this on my worst enemies. I wouldnt even wish it upon the guy who raped me. THATS how terrible this was. No living creature, no matter what horror that they've committed should ever feel how i felt in that moment. This went on for what felt like an eternity. It was never going to end. I was stuck for what felt like thousands of years. I was paralyzed with this feeling and all i wanted to do was scream. But my voice no longer existed. When i was finally able to move, all i could bring myself to do was bury my face in my then boyfriend's chest. He woke up instantly and asked whats wrong and held me. I still couldn't speak and broke into hysterics. Sobbing, screaming, panting, shaking, etc. My mom, brother, and sister came running down the hall. When I was finally able to speak, I told them what I saw through my sobs. My mom tried to comfort me by saying it was my great grandparents. I told her it was not them. I would not have felt this way if it had been them. We smudged my room and house right after, told whatever it was that they were not allowed to harm me or my loved ones, that they were not allowed to use or feed on my energy or anyone else's. They weren't allowed in our home or anywhere around me. Im just reluctant to open my psychic abilities and discover my power for fear of seeing them again.