If you look in the mirror, what do you see? . ATTENTION skip this post if you are sensitive or feel light stomached. This a #truevulnerability post. . I used to see, and sometimes still do, something broken. I saw a girl who couldn't draw, let alone lift an arm, or walk, because I wanted to do those things one more time. I saw a feverish one, with #endocarditis, so thin it was painful to look at, and shivering, eyes buried is their sockets. I saw a #pulmonaryhypertension patient, with blue lips and big veins on her neck. Short breathed, with a heart that couldn't pump enough oxygen into my lungs, I can conceive but I can't bear a child. . I saw myself and I saw my curses, and sometimes I still do. I think about how I used to be before. Beautiful, promising, capable. And now I can't leave my house without medicines. The only thing I can do is cry for that lost power.... But am I living the present moment? Wait for part 2. . As usual, I'm wearing #deepshadeleggings and #zentop by @moonchildyogawear These are honesty one of the most comfortable leggings I own, only the #seamlessleggings step in front of them! Also, all of Moonchild is made ethically and using recycled or natural fibers. 💚 code MOONCHILDNORA to get a discount💚 #loveandalliscoming #letgoandgrow #backbendlove #moonchildambassador #moonchild #igyogacommunity #igyogalovers #acceptfear #expectnothing #dreamwild (at Mantua, Italy) https://www.instagram.com/p/B83BcWLoBUS/?igshid=ctop97t04wg1
