#definitely a rant

[eldr1tch-cr0w]

Whoops it happened again.

Okay so... apparently someone got falsely accused of grooming for.. a ship they don't like. What the hell, guys? What the actual fuck? Seriously? Literally, just block and move on. How difficult is it for you to not harass someone over a ship?

Like- you'd think that's common knowledge, right? Then why not do exactly that? Sure. I, personally, don't really like the Sam x Uzi ship, but do I pull stuff like this? No. No, I don't. Don't like a ship that someone else likes? Just block and move on. Seriously.

Edit: More stuff I wanted to add.

Noticed a misunderstanding. But yeah. Wanted to add some stuff to clarify. I'm sure everyone knows about people being harassed over liking ships. I don't exactly know if it happening as often as much, but still. Not. Cool. Again. Blocking and moving on takes far less effort.

[kakitysax]

Being a Christian is kinda like saying you’re obsessed with Undertale or some such shit because no matter how genuinely and responsibly you enjoy the source material you’re now associated with every freak that has ever been into it

Only also now you’re responsible for all those freaks’ actions past and present somehow????

Its like could you imagine if conversations went “you like Undertale? I was traumatized as a minor seeing smut of that online and now I hate that game and everything it stands for and I also hate you.”

As if Undertale is not a creative and well-made game about pacifism and forgiveness and acceptance and love!

Actually fucking. Nevermind. Conversations DO go like that, it's part of the problem!!!

But it's pretty well understood that that's Not a Good Thing to Do, so why is it still okay to act like all Christians must be shitty people???

LIKE FIRST OF ALL ABOUT THE TRAUMA THING YEAH ME TOO, I am ALSO in "the fandom" and I know how shitty the "fans" can be and I ALSO have been hurt by it AND I CAN SEE WHY THAT WOULD MAKE YOU NOT LIKE THE "SOURCE" AND THAT'S VALID AS HELL

BUT WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME PERSONALLY RESPONSIBLE FOR THAT??? WHY IS THAT OKAY???

I want to be educated and I don’t want to hurt anyone, and I try not to hurt anyone!!! And I know that I have the ability to hurt people and that my beliefs do not automatically make me a good person and I’m doing my best!!!

But why am I personally being made responsible for thousands of years of hate in the first place?

ESPECIALLY when all that shit was based on Christian Fanon and I KNOW it was based on Fanon and I can tell you ALL ABOUT how it's shitty and wrong and all the ways it's not like Canon and how cool the Canon actually is if you actually look at it

And people are probably going to read this post as me being holier-than-thou but it's like bro, it's not the implication that I could be a shitty person that makes me upset!!! I KNOW I'm a shitty person! I'm not in denial about it!

It's the HYPOCRISY that fucking bothers me.

See, stupid me, I thought that being quicker to judge than to understand was a church thing, that I would escape in the world at large.

But ever since I've gotten on here, I've seen the communities where I hoped to find unconditional acceptance judging people separately from their individual experiences and motivations in lieu of making sweeping generalizations about their beliefs and why they hold them, in order to alienate and vilify them.

Which is the exact same thing they're mad at Christians for doing.

I'm not saying people who do that sinners destined for the fire or whatever, I'm just saying it’s a dick move.

[buggybugkilo]

is it possible doomed wlw and doomed mlm are popular because of the discrimination of being queer and in turn how many relationships could and can never happen because of homophobic laws made so a way to cope with it is to make these couples that can never be together for reasons out of their control(portraying reality with fictional twists)

[bucksh0tt]

i love how white americans especially think that you can definitely be like white and simultaniously queer, nd, traumatized, mentally ill, on and on but the minute youre a poc and all the previous then its oppression olympics. the implication there is that theres a limit, like you gotta be poc and thats it man. if youre more than that you just want attention. are we not as human as you are? lol? we cant be autistic? we cant be gay? like, wow, shocking that racism is inherently traumatic. they go on and on about the alienation of being queer or ND like the subject of poc's alienation isnt literally unavoidable. it is quite literally not only etched into our skin but in the ways in which our cultures differ from white peoples. of fucking course we arent immune to it.

theres a reason why white people get so fucking irritated if you bring up racism, its because then they dont get to feel like their problems are exclusive. they feel like youre invading their spaces. what they dont seem to realize is that if youre white, you can be queer, nd, mentally ill, etc, but you can never experience your way into being a poc. and theyre soooo fucking mad about it. theyre so mad they cant invade our spaces like they think we are doing to them. theyre sooo mad that we can have all they have but they can never have all poc have. so theyll make up the weird game as if we want oppression just by virtue of being poc. so theyll make up that weird fucking limit.

[unordinarywarlord]

I’m kind of pissed off over this guy that’s been living with us and dating my mom. It’s not over the fact their dating, it just that this guy is terrible! He expects my mom to always prepare food for him when gets home even though she also works and has days where she doesn’t want to prepare food for him when he could prepare food too! But that’s only a small part of why I’m pissed off. Recently my mom and the guy went to my grandparents to help my grandfather and keep him company while my (step)grandmother was visiting her family. Awhile after they came back from this trip while my sister was at someone else’s house dog sitting for them, the guy and my mom are having dinner on the island counter while i’m eating at my favorite spot at a table next to a window when my mom gets my attention. She’d asked me if anyone came over while she was gone. I was confused because she should know I always call her if someone was, in fact i had called her about someone coming to the house. “No one was here except that exterminator guy.” What mom said next made me start paying attention to the conversation. “See, no one was here! Just the exterminator!” As i listened to the on going argument it sounded like the guy was accusing my sister of letting a black guy with dreads come stay at the house while they were gone. Not that there’s anything wrong about this supposed guy, the only problem the guy had was that someone was over here while he wasn’t here. But, no one was here, just me and my sister. She wasn’t even “talking” with anyone with that description and definitely doesn’t know anyone with the model car the guy said was parked out front. Mom asked about the exterminator guy, who did not fit the description, besides the guy drove a truck for the equipment he needed to spray the house with so bugs don’t get in. I of course told my sister about it as I listened to this argument, now in my room and them in there’s as they argued extremely loudly. I just sat on my bed with my sister on my phone as recounted how ridiculous this guy’s argument is. My mom didn’t even care if someone was over or not. That’s how much she trusts us! Besides even if my sister did invite someone, nothing nefarious would even happen as at least my sister has decent taste in guys and like I said, I was home. I couldn’t go anywhere because I’d just moved from my dad’s house to my mom’s for a change of pace. So for the whole week I was living off of my savings and going everywhere my sister wanted to go to with her to get out of the house because my car still wasn’t at the house yet. The only times i didn’t go out with my sister was when she had work and on Saturday night that week when she had a date. Even then she came home early upset because it was an extremely terrible date, as the dude was selfish and even forced my sister to kiss him(which i’m still pissed about because there was no consent 😤) So she went to the gym for about an hour and came back to sweat off how horrible the date was. This wasn’t even the end of it. Last night I was up late because stress was feeding my anxiety when I heard my mom’s voice loudly. I only noticed it because she had mentioned my name. They were still going on about a conversation that was a week ago. She’d accused the guy of calling me a liar because he’d been adamantly saying that I was covering for my sister. Except everyone in my family knows I’m a terrible liar. Anytime I even tried to lie I always pause because I’m thinking of what lie i’m going to give, as for when I tell the truth I straight give an answer as soon as the threads in my head connect the question to the answer. I don’t even have the compulsion to lie. So I told my sister, so now we’re both just waiting for the argument to continue and after awhile it does, but I can’t make out the words anymore, but my sister’s room is closer. She told me the guy wanted to put cameras up to watch her, like wtf dude? That’s an invasion of privacy and human rights I’m sure. It’s definitely not okay at all.

[unordinarywarlord]

I hate it when people are all like “watch you language” or “don’t say that word because I don’t like it” like hello?? It’s not your place to tell me what I can and cannot say. I obviously won’t say curse words in front a young child, but like seriously people? They’re just words used to express how someone is feeling. For example if I keep dropping the f-bomb in a sentence well it means i’m heckin pissed off, frustrated and very upset! And will continue to use the word when you DARE try to lecture me on my language because here’s some news for you! I WON’T STOP USING A WORD THAT WAS CREATED TO BE USED. If a word exists why snuff it out? So it’s not part of your vocabulary? Okay that’s fine! But it’s part of my vocabulary and I’m not you! I’ll try to keep in mind that you don’t like it, but please keep in mind that there are people with no brain to mouth filter, especially when they’re pissed off. I won’t nick pick you for how you decided to talk as long as you don’t nick pick me, it’s as simple as that

[unordinarywarlord]

Blood Is Thicker Than Water

Is not true, that’s not how the saying goes at all. The real version was shortened to this. Probably by a bigot who believed they were right. I dunno.

The Blood of the Covenant is Thicker than The Water of the Womb.

That’s the true quote. My friend told me this before and it surprised me that this was the true saying.

The bonds you make by choice are stronger than the people you are bound to upon birth. It’s your choice to actually love your parents and your siblings, your whole family you were born to. Or you can choose who those people that you do anything for are. Who you see as family.

There’s this friend. We’re definitely not related in any way, but I will fight you if you dare do something to him he’s not okay with. To me he’s my brother and you can pry that claim from my cold dead hands. It doesn’t matter to me if I haven’t seen in forever, he, to me, is my brother.

My actual sister, oh we loathe each other, but I would kill for her. She noticed the things I didn’t and gave the cold hard truth. She, I will protect with the fierce drive of a tiny mad chihuahua.

I met this kid online once. We haven’t met in person, but if someone told me he was getting hurt again, I will literally smite all involved because he was finally becoming happy.

I don’t want to get pregnant. I don’t ever want to have the responsibility of having to carry a whole life in me. I couldn’t handle that stress. But, if I ever adopt a kid, I will fight to hell and back for that kid because there is no doubt that I would love this hypothetical kid.

I choose the bonds I make, if someone in my family was being a toxic bitch about something I’m passionate about. Like say the LGBT community or you know BASIC HUMAN RIGHTS I will not hesitate to never talk to them again until they’ve changed. I believe whole heartedly that you can choose your bonds. Don’t be tied down to the toxic relationships that hurt you.

[unordinarywarlord]

The Art of Words

Many see art as paint on a canvas. You go to museums and just stare and marvel at the images that someone had once made. Or maybe its the images they craft using tools to shape material, a different kind of canvas. Then you’d stare at that too as you pass by, seeing the intricate details as you study it, looking for thing you wouldn’t see at just a glance. These are the most common form of art. Yet there’s more than just drawings on paper or figurines made of clay. Words as they tell a tale, painting an image before you in your mind’s eye. Details so small yet so crucial to remember, something easily missed in just one glance over. A story filled with the spirit of the creator, just like any painting, any statue. Words can be a work of art as well